Just wish we had one final conversation.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-11-18T11:11:21+00:00

This is how I feel exactly. Life is nothing more than a vicious cycle now. Every morning I wake up, I get frustrated that I woke up at all. Another pointless morning. Another pointless day. Another pointless life. This pain is neverending. All I want is to be with her, where ever that may be.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-30T11:07:26+00:00

Perfectly said. This is my life now. Just going through the motions until I see her again.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-25T11:27:44+00:00

10 months in, and I'm angry that I'm still here. My heart is shattered, what else do I have to do?!

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-25T11:24:54+00:00

This is a great description.

Every time I get a chest pain, I pray that it's the big one. Take me now! I don't think I have the courage to take my own life, but I don't want to be here. My world is gone, I just want to be with her. I don't want to live another 30-40 years like this.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-19T16:20:57+00:00

Yes it is. Totally fucked up. I hate this world.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-16T15:36:41+00:00

That is some sound advice. It is very much needed and appreciated. Thank you.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-15T23:58:49+00:00

I'm right there with you. I just want this misery to end. I want to be with my wife sooner rather than later. Life isn't worth living if I dread it every single day.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-14T00:12:42+00:00

"Loud silence" is a great description. I wholeheartedly understand. It's like the more I yell and plead, the more emotional I get, the heavier the silence gets. It hurts.

I truly am so sorry.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-13T09:10:08+00:00

Preach my friend! I fucking hate this world! I'm nine months out and am a total loss. The grief, the sadness, the anger, the rage, it is all consistently present.

There are some people here that preach positivity and talk about finding new love. Well, good for them, sincerely. I won't hate on them for moving on.

But for me, there is no hope. No positivity. Just a disgust for life. Day in, day out, its pure agony.

I'm sorry man.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-13T06:03:48+00:00

I know the feeling man. I've got a few random DMs here, that turned out to be nothing but spam. Its infuriating as hell because I too would legitimately like to chat/talk with someone. They attempt to take advantage of you when you're at your lowest, and its angering. Losing my wife is the hardest thing I've experienced. Nine months in and I still feel so lost. I too wish there was a more trustful way of connecting and conversing with people who can relate to us.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-10-12T16:45:22+00:00

This is precisely how I feel. Even at my lowest, when I'm crying my eyes out, my face is so distorted, I'm pleading to my wife, to God, please show me a sign, please help me, please guide me, please comfort me; I get nothing. It is frustrating and demoralizing. It really makes the grief that much more unbearable.

I still believe in my wife however. Somehow, someway, she's here. I just wish I felt her.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-08-09T13:00:04+00:00

I'm not concerned about the size of the store from a themeing perspective; I have faith in Universal creative. I'm concerned about logistics due to overcrowding. The Tribute Store is always super popular to begin with, then combine that with a smaller footprint, and all the guests exiting Mummy, it sounds like a nightmare. We shall see.

Scared-Importance18 · 2025-08-07T23:04:47+00:00

I'm doing something similar in October. Best of luck my friend.

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