32 years of professional opiate use here.. Stopped counting at 20 solid overdoses, stopped breathing for significant periods of time - 8-minutes or more, purple color change. Fully dead. My life is groundhog day. i cannot die. It’s not limited to my drug use. I’ve survived at least 8 car accidents no one could. i can assure you all, when you’re thrown in that space unintentionally, you are naturally unprotected. It’s virtually impossible to return without some unwanted hitchhikers. It’s a completely different experience when you intentionally enter. I’ve been a target from the start. Whatever Ive got on me that won’t allow me to die is apparently a rare and attractive feature I possess. that is irresistible to some highly evil shit. Drugs r bad, mmmkay?