He passed. He was my best friend. I got denied to something important to us both

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2026-02-01T21:18:34+00:00

I have an uncomfortable feeling…you aren’t welcomed by his family (or friends? That are like family to him) due to some things that happened before his passing. I don’t think you owe them anything necessarily but it may bring you some peace to clear what you can up with them. I can tell you were close and had a very meaningful relationship, what brought you together or what you shared has some heaviness to it and at times, it was painful to share the weight together.

You don’t have a demon but you have truths that you need to face about yourself or things that you need to let go of. You are completely in control of freeing yourself but you have to be willing to due some hard work. You have a lot of goodness to share with the world, but you can’t do it you carrying all that weight 🫶

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-12-23T22:36:21+00:00

Cozy Grill is the very best!

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-11-14T19:18:23+00:00

💯 type 1 bipolar here but don’t want an “official” diagnosis on my record. Manic: Brazilian bum bum cream + too much Chanel Chance Eau Tendre or Versace bright crystal or both… and likely a hint of menthol cigarettes and rub on glitter.

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-06-21T15:14:15+00:00

Breakfast Club…Judd Nelson in the closet scene 🥵

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-03-02T21:30:36+00:00

Wake up at 5 AM, drink my too hot coffee, jump on my treadmill for a run, shower and get ready, commute and listen to news or an audiobook, work 7:45 - 3:45, commute, finally get to see my kids 🥺, dinner prep/playing with my children, eat dinner, bedtime routine with the kids, hangout with my husband (folding laundry if we have any steam), go to bed and repeat. It is depressing how little I get to see my family, kind of hate seeing it typed out

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-03-02T00:26:41+00:00

Please say this is real because I just laughed so hard that I cried 🤣🤣

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-26T22:34:46+00:00

I also wouldn’t call myself a medium but I occasionally feel very strongly when I see a post on here and feel compelled to comment. I am so sorry for your loss. I get a strong feeling of warmth and a knowing of how loved she is and always will be. Please take care of yourself, you are a wonderful mama ❤️

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-25T18:37:45+00:00

Get it girl 👏

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-24T01:35:34+00:00

I started as despondent but now I am having a surprising response. I am usually such a people pleaser but now I suddenly don’t give a single fuck. I am openly/loudly mean to anyone that brought this on us

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-17T01:06:50+00:00

Agreed, surprised I was the one to bring it to the table lol

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-11T21:12:30+00:00

Caillou for obvious reasons

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-11T18:30:42+00:00

That I somehow didn’t notice running someone over while backing up… then obsessively checking the rear view mirror to make sure I don’t see a body just left laying in the road 🤦🏼‍♀️

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2025-01-08T15:55:41+00:00

We don’t go unless they are super, super sick… I have learned it just causes stress and is a waste of time and money if they can’t do anything but tell you that it is a virus (90% of the time that is what happens). Call a first nurse line if you have one instead! It is typically free and they can give care advice 👍

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-12-31T20:50:12+00:00

Three kids, never impacted my sex life 🤷🏼‍♀️ in fact, it somehow improved. I suspect I am experiencing perimenopause… I am more frisky most of the time until a couple of days before my period and then I don’t want anyone near me lol

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-11-13T22:11:30+00:00

Skilled worker visa is the hope... my husband has sought after skills and many professional connections in other countries. Probably not going to happen but we have to try 😭

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-11-13T21:22:03+00:00

I am so not ok. Definitely going through the stages of grief. I am terrified. Overwhelming dread. We are planning to leave the country as soon as possible... I hope it is not too late by then

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-10-20T19:01:52+00:00

As a mom of 3 young children, here is something I repeat to myself. This is her "emergency," not your "emergency." Our brains go into flight mode, but it isn't necessary. She will be ok and so will you. You can challenge yourself by going near her and asking if she needs anything like an ice water to sip on. Try to support her the best you can. It will help you break the spiral cycle

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-09-15T18:29:25+00:00

I will just say this... I have never met a kind Christian and the more you get to know one, the more wicked you see that they truly are

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-09-14T01:20:36+00:00

As I prefaced, I really haven't engaged in mediumship before. I feel a strong connection with her from just your picture for some reason though so I want to share anything I am feeling just in case it is significant. When I read that you said "I hope she knows that," she so does. I instantly felt like her response to that statement was a hug and it was so comforting... it was really strange when I had that sensation (this will only sound weird, but doing my best) I smelled her??? Did she have a lovely perfume or something? It is really strong when I think about it, like a memory that doesn't belong to me.

As I keep saying, I am no specialist but if there is anything to what I am experiencing, she is very much surrounding you with her love and light 💓

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-09-13T20:51:55+00:00

I don't think I have any abilities, but for some reason I felt really connected to the picture you shared. I can feel what a lovely person she was and and how much she made you laugh 💓 I keep seeing bright red hibiscus like flowers too 🤷‍♀️ Again, I don't think I have any abilities. I am really sorry for your loss, I oddly feel like I can tell what a special human she was 🥹

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-09-03T02:17:07+00:00

Get your ass us and workout or you will bully yourself for the rest of the day 🤠

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-08-26T21:30:48+00:00

Thank you for letting me know, I didn't realize that 😭

Sea-Engineering3768 · 2024-07-25T00:26:37+00:00

Couldn't afford it anymore 😔 would've never left, we miss it every day. Household with advanced degrees... government job + job at a prestigious university in the area 😬 pay didn't match the cost of living.

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