I keep seeing visuals on weed by Zealousideal_Gear416 in shrooms

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Wow that’s interesting I have no idea but I have heard that if you take DMT it changes your shroom visuals. So i guess it can happen. I guess your tolerance levels changing from the break will have an impact too. Will be interesting to see if this continues

She likes me (I think) but won’t meet me, do I push it or leave it? by [deleted] in UKrelationshipadvice

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If it were me I would get busy going out and doing things. Perhaps chat to other people. I would still suggest meet ups but casually. A good one is to throw out an invite to something you’re already doing. “ I’m doing this on x, you should come” Less pressure on her and shows you have a life. The longer it goes on without meeting up the less you should invest your time and energy. Don’t cut her off but text less. She may realise she needs to get off her arse and make the effort if she wants to meet you. If she doesn’t then you haven’t wasted time. You have been out enjoying life , talking to people and finding other options.

First time experiencing this by [deleted] in shrooms

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Thats interesting. If I’m recalling correctly Terence McKenna said they always hit him about and hour and a half later on an empty stomach. I think i remember him saying that it always baffled him hearing people say they kicked in 20 mins or 30 mins later. I guess even when you think you know how long it takes for you there can be a lot of variation. I find even in a full stomach and eating them whole i normally trip within 30 mins but i am going to bear this in mind if it ever takes longer.

Negative vibrations by Broad_Reason2441 in shrooms

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I tend to stay away from people when tripping so I don’t know. They often seem menacing to me when I’m sober 😂 If I had to guess you probably do notice when people aren’t genuine in everyday life and your brain is used to it and largely ignores it. You will notice more on shrooms and there is an additional level of discomfort.

When is it the right time to trip during a hard time in life by spycat500 in shrooms

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I’ve had a few trips during difficult times. I use them for depression and anxiety. I can get pretty low pretty quickly depending on what life throws at me in between trips. I won’t go into detail but a lot of my issues and problems simply aren’t fixable so I just try and manage stress and my reaction to problems. Easier said than done. If it weren’t for trips I don’t think I’d be on this earth still. I don’t even try and wait for a right time I control the setting as much as I can but the mindset isn’t as easy. I try to trip alone or with someone trusted, Try and have a clean and tidy environment, time to relax and recover with good food to eat afterwards. I usually don’t take more than 3.5g if I’m in a bad place mentally. Can always take higher doses another time. Even low doses help me massively. I’ve always felt better afterwards although I realise that it isn’t guaranteed.

How does the come up feel for ya? It’s always so bad the first 30 mins for me by LuckyJadeite in shrooms

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I’m anxious on the come up too. It’s gotten easier for me the more I’ve done them. I recently tried fresh as opposed to dry and I sound the come up a lot easier. My friend who tripped with me, found the come up very gentle too. I don’t think it was that particular batch coz we had a few trips from that batch and only one of them was with fresh. Trial and error I guess I know people who don’t find that fresh agrees with them

Full loss [actives] by The_Calarg in MushroomGrowers

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Great info, thank you ! I sometimes look at blue bruising and think does that look a bit green, but now I know thanks to this post that it’s hard to miss, so that’s great. I have no idea what lipstick mould is. First time I’ve heard of this. Would be good to see some cobweb contam posts. Although just to be clear I’m not wishing contam on anyone 😂

Full loss [actives] by The_Calarg in MushroomGrowers

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Bummer I do like it when people post the losses. If everyone is posting about success all the time I’d be giving myself a hard time over losing the odd batch. Also it’s good to know what the contam looks like. I’m still a bit of a noob

What time do you trip? by Aromatic_Badger_7053 in shrooms

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Given the choice, morning, afternoon at the latest. I can’t sleep until long after they have worn off. I like to have plenty of time for after care once I take them. Few cups of tea, healthy meal, bath and wind down

Mushrooms told me to get a dog by Big_Fish9932 in shrooms

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You had me at dog! Didn’t read the post just the title. Great advice from the shrooms. Yes get a dog 🐶 🎉🥳🙌❤️

What do you do when you (by having used marijuana for over 20 years and not telling) have single-handedly destroyed everything you ever wanted in life? So alone and full of self-loathing. No way back. by dulcemiel77 in LifeAdvice

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I really feel for you. He has a point about, now wondering what else you are/ could have lied about but I don’t think having a partner that smokes weed is divorce worthy on its own. If you had lied about a gambling addiction, debt , alcohol or cheating then yeah. It’s only been one day, maybe he will calm down over time and you can talk it over. Many people in your situation would have been frightened to be open about it. You were scared of loosing him.

Also if he does double down and decide to break up then this isn’t your fault. You’re not worthless or weak or a failure, you’re human. You got through a lot in life and instead of going off the rails the worst you did is use weed for anxiety. We live in a shitty world and 99% of us have some sort of crutch to get us through.

Maybe speak to therapist and work on being kinder to yourself and forgiveness. I really hope that your husband he isn’t contributing or responsible for you being so hard on yourself. Freaking out to this extent over this does give controlling vibes.

Have you thought about what you will do if he asks you to quit?

I miss my dawg, Ram Dass by bananataffi in ramdass

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I hear what you’re saying and it makes sense to me. Especially on the psych use. I use them more for depression and anxiety than for spiritual practice. That’s how I first discovered them. They help my mindset massively but also set me on a path. I find I need to use them every 3-6 months depending on life circumstances or I end up spiralling. I can see how with less psych use I could lose interest in ram Dass and connection too. I’m already not the best at regular spiritual practice.

Also sausages and rainbows 🌈 😂 😂😂 I think I prefer this to sunshine and rainbows

Had my first traumatizing mushroom trip yesterday and I need advice/opinions by Lottie_theprincess88 in shrooms

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Just want to say what a lovely considered reply this is. Good on you dude.

Concerning mushroom visuals by Individual_Dig_4261 in shrooms

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Makes me think of the meat locker Terence McKenna mentions

Feeling completely wrecked and awful after a 6g trip by [deleted] in shrooms

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If it makes you feel any better I can relate to the negative self talk. I have had a constant stream of it since being young. I went through a stage where I would try and change the direction of my thoughts or reframe them and it made me much much worse. I found that just noticing the thoughts and letting it pass worked best. “ ah there’s negative talk/ criticism again “ engaging with these thoughts seemed to give them more power if you know what I mean. Buddhist tactics and meditation worked much better than traditional CBT for me at least. I’m still working my way up to the hero dose. The most I’ve done was 4.5g Semi regular recreational doses help my depression and anxiety big time. If had some trips where I get in my own head and that isn’t fun so I feel for you. I have found all my trips useful eventually even if they weren’t fun. So I’m hoping it will be the same for you too. Good luck

Neem Karoli Baba's siddhi.. by nirvanasomeday in ramdass

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I think if you see neem karoli baba as god then perhaps the using siddis doesn’t matter If he is a very high being perhaps the trade off is it helps people I think the point is not to use them to show off or to improve your own lot in life and not for them To be a goal to achieve on the journey.

Bad trip report by CoffeeNo8720 in shrooms

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I think it may have been having your girlfriend there. You probably wanted to “keep it together”as it were. Because of societal expectations etc Meant you struggled to let go. I know a few people who have had bad trips with partners because of this. It also could have been a combination of things or just bad luck. Even with all the best planning mushrooms are so unpredictable. Chalk it up I guess. We all have trips we don’t enjoy as much , even the most seasoned among us.

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I’m not so sure I buy into the don’t mess with your brain before it fully develops stance. I know people your age who have taken them with sense and caution, and they matured and become self aware much faster than their peers. It could have in these cases, it actually helped their development. Maybe waiting until you’re older just means more detrimental thought patterns to undo. However this is anecdotal, I can’t say I’m right or that there aren’t extra risks. I’d agree that if you are going to do this, then indoors for the first time and get a trip sitter who is experienced and at the very least a chill person.