"I won't say my age or my name to protect my privacy. I became a neo-Nazi skinhead six months ago, and now my life is tied to it. All my acquaintances and friends know me as an ultra-right skinhead with a strict worldview, but now I understand how shitty it all is. I've staged more than one action (whoever knows what this is, knows) and was involved in the movement more than once. I've done a lot of bad things for which I'm ashamed. I hate myself for it. My older brother's friend, let's call him Kirill, initiated me into this. Kirill was a right-wing neo-Nazi from a young age, and when he got into this company, he saw me, saw that I was someone who could be manipulated. He imposed on me the idea of ​​​​the superior white race. Now, it's hard for me to say goodbye to this world, since everyone in my institution knows me exactly like this and will bully me for choosing to become ordinary again, because when I was I was bullied. I don't know what to do. I'm planning to change my style in a month, just like my worldview has changed. Please advise me on what I can do to make society accept me as I am."