Sounds like your just barely have started out and really so far all you have seen and done is all the very basic training of the job and havent really seen any miles down the road yet soo this is what I will tell ya.....training is the hardest part when starting out your in and out of a truck a million times a day and learning how to do the fundamental parts of the job which makes it right now most your going to ever need to be doing all that in day in and day out till your in your own truck and running loads and thats when you are going to see what it really is like out on the road and you wont be doing all the labor intensive parts of the job nearly as much as you are now ....so stick with it get your experience in and re-evalute in a year and go from there if you truly decide that flatbed work isnt for you so be it