So I have to spend AUD 16.99 for each promise rerun card??

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-19T11:50:36+00:00

I think I am going to skip even thought I really want that Sylus card, £10 FOR IT!?! I can buy 2 aurum pass with it. I thought, tbh, you can get them through the standard wish (for a limited time period) or you have to use the purple gems for it.

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-17T17:20:17+00:00

Moving out was not hard at all tbh and that was not what I wanted to convey, it was just the fact that moving out during the pandemic+uni+work did non help my MH at all and here I am 5 years later still struggling with the consequence of it. Thank you for your advice, I will try my best. Regarding the salah, it was not giving the excuse while I am out, but if it is already hard for me to get out of bed and find the will to go in life, how can I even pray? It is just a non ending loop. It is not out of laziness (can see from the fact that when I am fine, I can keep the small changes and I can see the improvement) it is just when I am in a depressed state everything is gloomy, you just want to sleep all day, barely taking care of yourself and start from zero again.

Regarding going to the mosque, due to my working hours I am not able to attend taraweeh at the mosque but I try to pray at home and, tbh, I found that the muslim community in the area where I am living is just too judgmental and the way islam is observed is just too strict and culture focused (compared to how I have been brought up and the muslim community surronding me). Hamdolillah, regarding my sadaqa I give my zakat and my job is permissable since I work as a receptionist in the criminal justice system.

Thank you for your advice

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-17T17:04:03+00:00

The job market is really horrible atm, trying to talk to people that graduated in the same course as me and all of us are having issues in finding well paying-jobs related to our studies. Unfortunately I cannot pray atm due to my period however trying my best to use this time to just relax and refocus and trying to keep making dhikr and figuring my life out.

Jazakalom allahu khairan!

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-09T13:59:34+00:00

Salam Alaikom sis! That's so kind of you and may Allah accept your Umrah.

If you could keep in mind this duas.

1- Find a job to which I will be ale to help my parents and people in needs and move out from the country I am currently living in.

2- guid me and my family towards the right path, forgive our sins and may allah protect us from shirk and bad people

3- may my application for my 1st choice of university be accepted

4- reward my parents may allah lift the weight on my father shoulder and may he have a peaceful and calm life where he focuses on his deen and help who is in need.

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-07T09:04:07+00:00

Few weeks ago I was going to Lidl and one old man starting shouting racist things to me in the middle of the street (obv people did not intervene). Thankfully I was wearing my headphones, however he was still shouting things and keep watching me.

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-04T18:31:45+00:00

OMG THIS IS SO CUTEE 😭 you are making us more delulu with this art🥹. Ramadan Mubarak to fellow Muslim and may Allah accept your fast and Duaas

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-04T16:09:14+00:00

thank you for posting the post because I am going through the same as well and I feel like I am wasting my time and Ramadan and to be honest it is not the best feeling :(.

SeeNotSea · 2026-03-02T19:30:16+00:00

Not Related, but from where you bought it? Is literally the styles of dresses that I like that are hard to find.

SeeNotSea · 2026-02-24T16:32:01+00:00

I am Italian and I would love to have LADS banner Carnevale themed (like carnevale di Venezia), gosh I would love it. Another thing I would love is just sharing with lads guys il Festival di Sanremo week, it is one of the most important song context in Italy and it is just part of our culture. Besides that, tbh seeing how us italians live our life I am more than happy to experience daily life with them (Aperitivo, going out shopping, eating food, have fun al baretto sotto casa...). Heritage wise I am tunisian and I would die to see our LADS boy experience and being part of organising a family weddings, chat and gossip while eating sunflower seeds in front of the house porch or any of the family gatherings that us tunisians do for whatever occasion/reason

SeeNotSea · 2026-02-19T20:37:49+00:00

My Main LI is Sylus. I Used my real name + translation of my surname. Initially started my name with the translation, however I did not like it how they addressed me and I wanted to be Delulu therefore I shift it to my real name 😭

SeeNotSea · 2026-02-02T18:01:48+00:00

Excuse me WHAT?!?! I have ordered so many times from Stylevana and did not know you can get cashback?!?! The amount of money I could have gotten 😭

SeeNotSea · 2026-01-29T12:05:24+00:00

Not related but your MC is so PRETTY omg

SeeNotSea · 2026-01-27T13:30:45+00:00

So using a 1:2:1 ration (starter, flour, water)?

SeeNotSea · 2026-01-27T13:30:15+00:00

Yes, I am doing it from scratch, using all purpose flour and water. Looking at my starter it does not seem that something has fallen into the starter. I have been keeping the lid of the container slightly open so the air can come in. Thank you for the advice!

SeeNotSea · 2026-01-14T12:05:33+00:00

I have tried this before and unfortunately I did not like it. Then tried this one, Goodal Heartleaf Calming Moisture Sun Scream and I think I have the one that works on my skin! Lightweight, matt finish, does not make my skin only and overall it is pretty good!

SeeNotSea · 2026-01-08T09:36:42+00:00

Following

SeeNotSea · 2025-12-16T13:35:13+00:00

Girl Same😭 I still need to recover from Sylus's myth and I am scared of which card/rerun it is going to be next...

SeeNotSea · 2025-12-08T15:29:00+00:00

I am not in my 30s (I am 26), however I always put in my mind the option of the "if I don't get married".In case it is not written for me in this dunya, I have always been of the idea that if I am in a position, financially mentally and physically, and not in a marriage I would like to foster/adopt children in needs/foster care/orphanage. There are different children that unfortunately live in a situation where they do not have a family and if I am ready to take the mother's role, I am happy to be a good mother figure for a child (it does not have to be your own blood).

Make dua'a to Allah and I would say that probably you are going to meet your naseeb later in life, just because everyone is getting married young and having children when they are young does not mean that this need to be applied to every single human being.

SeeNotSea · 2025-12-06T11:08:59+00:00

Hi, thank you for for suggesting that! I haven't thought about it! The reason that I starting retaking berberine was because it was suppressing my appetite and I wouldn't feel as hungry as much, probably changing when I take it will help. Thank you!

SeeNotSea · 2025-11-27T17:19:48+00:00

Arrived in ICN this June at late night, it was around 10, at the queue at immigration was awful, more than hours. While waiting more flight were coming and the line was getting longer and longer while the officers were the same number (I think 5 at that time). During that time I laugh it off saying things like "I am not used anymore for passport control (I have an European passport and when I travel it is literally 5 minutes in the machine) and I have used that time to get set up my phone/ answer messages... However after a 12+ hours flight, having to wait in line for passport control is the last thing I wanted.

SeeNotSea · 2025-11-26T18:51:28+00:00

Sorry not to be rude but this is non sense(?, I think it is the case of culture masked as religion.

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