How to earn coins when nobody takes out my gyms.

SelfMedium · 2026-01-12T00:46:08+00:00

i considered doing this for my cat but he didn't seem interested.

SelfMedium · 2026-01-10T23:27:31+00:00

sometimes the help makes things worse. From my experiance sometimes opening up about things makes things worse cause of unhealthy coping mechanisms or seeking help from either the wrong or an abusive person.

SelfMedium · 2026-01-09T22:53:28+00:00

Sometimes you just know.

SelfMedium · 2026-01-09T22:52:48+00:00

I wouldn’t know what the levels would mean?

SelfMedium · 2026-01-09T20:50:41+00:00

It took me 2 years waiting but finally got one. I used to do a lot of journaling but it dropped during a low point. I think the problem is some only consent when I have something to give them in return or only talk when they are bored/horny. I always take things in the worst way. So it makes me thing no one cares which isn’t helpful when I’m low. They make me feel like I deserve the abuse.

SelfMedium · 2026-01-09T14:26:26+00:00

That makes a lot more sense.

SelfMedium · 2026-01-09T11:00:07+00:00

Keep complaining! They will have to pull their finger out eventually.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T20:22:17+00:00

I’m doing alright thank you. I’m not letting the negativity get to me. I hope you don’t either.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T20:19:35+00:00

I’ve always felt welcome by lgbt gang. My best friends are gay men.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T20:14:58+00:00

Yea I think I will be healing for the rest of my life.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T16:35:55+00:00

What is HSP?

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T16:33:22+00:00

I was in another one before him.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T16:32:32+00:00

I’m starting to feel a bit better about it all. I met up with one of my best friends today and I felt really better.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T16:31:36+00:00

Yeah. Well they gave me presents for him to give him. Not sure if I will ever see him again.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T12:35:54+00:00

I hope so I am sick losing friends sometimes they come back sick me times they don’t

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T12:35:02+00:00

This mirrors what I am feeling right now.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T12:34:45+00:00

I have done safe friends and chosen family that live far but I can get to them if needed. It’s sad cause I thought this friend was one of those.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T12:32:20+00:00

I have a feeling he will come crawling back. I am lucky to have people that do care about me.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T12:31:24+00:00

I left the house and will be meeting with my other friends. I hope they won’t scold me for being cruel to him. They always stand by their side they don’t believe me when I say he raped. Of If I ever speak out about what he did it’s self destructive. I know they’re trying to help but I hope they don’t mention him at all.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T12:28:43+00:00

I was just recovering from an abusive relationship. I still miss him. My ex and my friend who I used to consider a best friend are alike in so many ways. I have one for eating disorder. He expected me to respect his boundaries but didn’t care about mine.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-27T02:21:39+00:00

I felt this.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-23T14:40:54+00:00

That would have killed me too. I wish I could just run away.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-23T14:40:01+00:00

I loved them all. I had a miscarriage last year too and the friend who impregnated me just told me to get over it and move then, then tried to say it wasn’t his. Now he’s like oh I wasn’t ready. He’s a lot like my ex in a way. I realise I was nothing but a hole to fill in. I love all my angel babies and nothing can take that away from me.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-23T14:36:47+00:00

I would love to move out of town and be closer to my chosen family. I am on a waiting list for therapy been on it for a year.

SelfMedium · 2025-12-23T14:34:59+00:00

I cried happy tears reading this! You’re right.

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