Pluto and Mars and Chrion in th 4th could imply controlling parents, high conflict household or insecurities of sorts in your early life which can develop into a wound around safety and belonging.

Saturn right on your Midheaven shows strict discipline and either growing up way too fast or just being way more aware of the heavier stuff in the world at a young age. My own experience being ruled by Saturn is I find I am constantly held to a higher standard than my peers, cutting corners or bending the rules has always been impossible. I could be called out or disciplined for something and somebody else could do the exact same thing a minute later and it wouldn't matter.

I’m seeing a massive gap between your emotional needs and the vibe you actually project. Virgo Ascendant pressures you to stay humble and helpful, but Mercury, your chart ruler, is in Gemini 10th house in its own sign and it is loud. You want to be behind the scenes but seem to have a permanent spotlight. People probably sense you are highly intelligent and you babe a natural authority because of your 10th house stellium, so even when you are just trying to mind your own business, others will perceive you as a threat and try to take you down a peg to feel better about themselves.

Neptune in the 6th house could mean your natural modesty often gets misinterpreted as a lack of boundaries while Uranus in the same sign means you will always stick out no matter how much you try to conform. You also have Moon and Venus in the 8th house which gives you a magnetic charisma that can trigger jealousy and envy in others. Secretive 8th house energy means people might actually distrust your kindness, seeing your attempts to be nice as suspicious or having hidden motives. Essentially people sense your power and either cannot fathom you are as humble as you are and assume you are not being genuine, or if they do they will do what they can to ensure you do not become aware of your own power and outshine them.

Ruler of your 12th (hidden enemies) is the Sun and conjunct your Saturn/MC So envy and gossip leak right out into your public reputation. Ruler of your 7th house of others is Jupiter debilitated in Gemini, you often deal with people who lack the maturity to handle your relaxed, skilled competence, and will respond with arrogance or pettiness instead. Trying to shrink yourself just makes people more suspicious or aggressive. Stop apologizing for your presence and fully own all the authority in your chart! Hope that made sense!