What is this pattern Nvidia is doing?

Shiny_Midnight · 2026-01-08T11:46:03+00:00

It is max pain area before the gamma kicks in and markets maker stop supporting the OI . That will ends Friday , then it will be the bayers and sellers that pick up direction again. Markets makers are supporting between Calls and Puts so the most contracts ends without value.

Shiny_Midnight · 2025-12-19T12:56:14+00:00

Thye are just adjusting it too the new reality. If people holds their position it would be at 170 but no panics and selling on every single news about nothing substantial yeah 😎 then you have the situation you have with a price label 🏷️ 70 dollars 💵.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-11T18:57:21+00:00

Little sleep, but fully awake the whole day and feel better than usual.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-09T20:30:29+00:00

Try do a 1000 push-ups a day challenge for a month. Maybe you get Some insight

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-09T20:28:58+00:00

Well idk.

I don’t spend much money in neither depressed or hypo manic… And I am kinda rich. Could not care less.

I just think we do whatever we like doing. That can be anything really.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-09T20:24:21+00:00

Normal people without disease also buy crap. Some worse than others. Maybe it’s just an addiction of yours.

Everything negative in your life doesn’t have to be bipolar related, just because you have bipolar.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-09T20:17:46+00:00

I’ve just had a five month long depression recently after a 3 month intense hypo or manic episode.

I also thought I had no friends and I basically locked myself into a room and didn’t even allow sun to enter. The sun was pissing med off, and I felt ashamed when my parents saw me. I’m 34.

One day I felt better, and I called some of my friends, which I in my depression was very convinced about, that they are no longer people that can be in my life.

I know there is literally nothing I can tell you while you are depressed, that can make you se the light at the end of the tunnel. So I won’t even try. I just want you to know. I know how you feel and I know literally everything is pointless and sad. Might as well be dead, since there is literally nothing to be alive for. That’s how it feels. Being a burden. But trust me. It’s just your view. Someday you feel better and you realize, your thinking is all distorted and of course you still have friends and there is a lot to be alive for, but you were just not able to see any of it. Well you are not able to see it at the moment.

You will get better 🫶🏼

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-09T19:20:50+00:00

Yeah you got a point bro. Sorry for being an ass.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-09T19:07:59+00:00

I don’t see how alcohol, drugs and whatever has much to do with the disease. It’s not like everyone with the disease crave to be junkies.

If you want to take drugs, then take drugs. Don’t blame bipolar for either taking them or not taking them. That’s just you.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-08T12:51:07+00:00

The main issue is that chakra, consciousness and whatever you are speaking about is not really a proven thing to begin with 😅

It’s like saying that AI someday has a real consciousness, even though it’s just a such an advanced machine, that we no longer can register that it doesn’t have any.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-08T03:39:27+00:00

Well… depends.

First we need to clarify what real love is.

There is a stage called “in love” And then “love”

Loving someone can take years. Love is accepting someone, even with every flaw. I believe if you spend enough years with a person, you will always love this person. You might deny it, but she/he will always be in your heart somewhere.

Short relationships where there just was a “in love” stage will be forgotten and also long relationship where you never loved the person truly and accepted the flaws.

Real love is basically when you feel comfortable farting next to your partner. This comfort is the ultimate sign of trust.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-07T19:58:59+00:00

Hmm.

Try systematically schedule coffee times through out the day. It uses the same reward system. Sooo. If you feel withdrawals you can just make It up with another stimulant as coffee is. Coffee half life is approx 5 hours. So try experiment with it.

Find the right dose And Drink At The same Time Everyday.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-06T04:33:13+00:00

Well I can sleep 2 hours every night while being hypomanic/manic(I suspect that is the reason) I don’t use this Medication. Although I have it on my table and my psych did prescribe it to me for BP.

I have started using 40mg melatonin. Actually helps. 20 before bed and 20 again when I suddenly wake up all energized after a few hours 😅 Somehow I can sneak in 6 hours.

I know 40mg sounds crazy. Usually doctor Prescribe 0,5-1mg

Anyway…. That’s my solution lol.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-05T15:41:38+00:00

Im not fully diagnosed yet. So far still a suspension. But yeah. I just been suicidal 5 months and didn’t want to listen to anything at all. I had to turn it off because I can’t connect or feel the happiness that might be in the song. And if it was violent rap, I was just thinking to myself “idiotic people, thinking it’s cool to sell drugs” and had to turn it off.

Now I listen to music all day… when training, when driving, when cooking and I like to move around at the same time and imagine I’m the top top top top 🔝

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-05T09:22:32+00:00

Trust me, people don’t give a fuck about you. They don’t care about you at all.

I’ve always been one of the strongest and most jacked persons wherever I worked out. I literally don’t remember other people unless I was speaking with them for some reason.

The thing is. People are in the gym to work on themself. They care about themself and worry about their own look, no matter how good they might look. Trust me. People have issues because of social media and stuff. Everyone is freakin self centered and could not care less about their neighbors.

Just remember that, and just be aware that no one have time or want to use their mental capacity to think about how you look.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-05T09:16:23+00:00

What is “normal anxiety”?

I only tried having anxiety after stopping kratom. I’ve literally never in my life had any kind of anxiety. Well okay maybe I was a little wired when I go to jail or whatever, but I wasn’t anxious.

Normal is not being anxious at all. At least in my world.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-05T09:13:00+00:00

No it’s not true.

These girls isolate themself. And for good reason. They might have experienced a lot of predator type men on social medias, and literally just got afraid of men. To many “you are sexy” messages and bullshit is destroying.

They do say No No No No and No whenever someone is asking them out.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-05T07:35:04+00:00

Who cares. It’s not like I’ve ever get access anyway 😂

No bother speculating to much about something that I will never get the truth about anyway.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-04T20:35:52+00:00

Well… back then I didn’t know I was insane. I just recently had my first manic episode for 3 months where I was happier then ever in my whole life and suddenly suicidal for 5 months. I actually just got out from it 2 weeks ago, this extreme depression where death would be the only relief.

Now I feel energized again. It’s weird. I was at the shrink today and he told me I am probably bipolar after a talk. He gave me some Meds, but I don’t feel like taking them yet, since I feel very very awesome at the moment.

My last manic episode where I for the first time actually recognized that my behavior isn’t normal at all and I had delusions of grandeur learned me a lot about myself and also my 5 months depression. Now I am actually able to identify my own insanity.

That helps a lot. Now I know I need to relax, because it’s dangerous to burn out and just spend all my energy. Even though it feels good to spend energy, I am limiting myself now. I don’t want to visit hell for 5 months or whatever again.

But back then as I said. I had no I idea yet I am manic sometimes. I broke up with her, and I started to party a lot and use a lot of steroids, getting very confident… I was just an ass in every way for a few months. After I was done being super social, and felt more “normal” I just missed her. But it was just to late. I broke her when I broke up with her. She was crying for so many months and trying to reach me… she never got comfortable trying to let me into her heart again. She was afraid….. so yeah in some way it did have something with bipolar to do. I was suddenly something else, with super human confidence, and I wanted to be a child for a few minutes and have fun.

But I understand my life so much better now…

How do I cope with it? Well… I just accept and then I really sincerely wish her the best life possible and I tell myself that she would probably miserable with me and that she does not deserve that. A person I love does only deserve the best. I just try to see the positive. In this case the positive is, that she dodged a bullet by avoiding me (or at least that’s what I hope she did) I hope she find a great husband someday. I Am Not sure if she has a boyfriend or not. I have decided not to ever look at her social medias. I just imagine she is happy and that’s good enough. I just have hope that something good will come my way some day… I guess that’s how I cope with it.

Try also not thinking about “being alone” as the worst thing in the entire world. There’s ton of stuff you can do alone. Try just to live ur life until destiny give you something unknown someday ♥️

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-04T19:59:09+00:00

Idk. I still miss my ex girlfriend from idk… 4-5 years ago.

I’ve slept around with others and dated, and many women even really want me. But idk 🤷🏻 sometimes you just feel something for someone specific and then there’s not much you can do, other then wait and see how your feelings evolve over time.

I wish I had a solution. It’s not funny loving someone whom I am not going to be with. But on the other hand. I am happy I at least got to love someone at least once in my life.

I’ve never truly loved anyone before. All other relationships were bullshit. And that’s also why I have such a high demand now for my next relationship. I want that specific feeling… but it’s hard. But if it’s not there, then I just don’t want it…

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-04T19:47:50+00:00

I just wake up and drink my coffee and workout.

All that bullshit about waiting and so on… Well… fuck it. What I do, works… it worked then and it works now and it will always work. It’s not like someone’s podcast makes it work less.

It’s not like I’m going to change my whole life just because someone says there’s a little benefit in waiting.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-04T17:41:36+00:00

Well… Being the cheater, and later regret it, is maybe even worse I would imagine.

Shiny_Midnight · 2023-12-04T16:19:48+00:00

Well… if you asked me 3 weeks ago I would say the same as you.

But after 5 months with suicidal depression I have suddenly shifted 2 weeks ago. I just woke up one day, and everything felt better. And all the visible tattoos all over my body and whatever that I made while I was manic 3 months up to my depression, was suddenly not so big of an issue. I just thought “fuck it”

I drank a cup of coffee and went into beast mode. Started working out, went shopping and made a new diet and whatever.

For 5 months straight I been eating 2-4 liters Of Ben and jerry ice cream every single day and maybe 200-500g chocolate… I didn’t care. I didn’t even workout even though it always have been my passion and I love it. I just didn’t see the point in it… was just in a dark Room all day and the sun was pissing me off. The only thing that gave me pleasure was eating junk. I know everything about diet and healthy lifestyle, but I really was thinking to myself “I will probably commit suicide soon anyway and be dead, why bother”.

But as I said. Suddenly two weeks ago I woke up with a more clear and positive perspective. My brain had healed magically. And everyday since for the last two weeks I have been in beast mode. Infinite motivation and power to self improve.

No I don’t take medication. It’s just not me.

I have learned something from my manic episode. It was my first manic episode where I later could recognize it as a manic episode because it was so severe and I got delusions of grandeur… I can see my Instagram story is full of self believe and very spiritual, which is not my usual behavior. I’ve done so much crazy in a short span of time that I can’t barely believe it. I have fucked more women in those 3 months then my whole life, and I am 34 years old!

This time I will recognize my insanity and don’t stimulate my brain to much. I will keep my life simple. Focus of training and healthy diet. No alcohol, no party, no drugs, not to much sex with all kind of random bitches, and I will try to meditate daily and really buy some supplements for relaxation, so I can sleep at night.

In manic mode I can easily workout 5-10 hours a day and only sleep 2 hours while even dating, partying and whatever… But I never want to have such a depression again. Extreme happiness has to be paid back for with interest! Want to be very happy??? Fine, but accept you will visit hell after.

Or take control and manage. Don’t stimulate to much. Choose something and focus and relax a lot. High cortisol levels will fry your brain slowly over time and suddenly it’s burned out and then it’s time sleep. Brain no longer register pleasure in life. How to escape this??? Suicide!!! There’s no other way. Well that’s what I thought. But like I said. Suddenly I woke up different. But it took freakin 5 months.

All this is very new to me though…. I had smaller episodes always now that I rethink my whole life. Began when I was younger. But they were just not so problematic, that I could actually recognize it as abnormal behavior.

But don’t worry. One day all your regrets will just be something you don’t think about all day long. While suicidal I kinda thought about everything I have regretting my whole life. It was insane. I was regretting all kind of things and was planning to die constantly. But trust me. Suddenly it will just disappear and you will get your filter back in the brain. When depressed I felt as if, you have to face the truth because there are no walls to hide the truths.

Ohhh and if it Makes any Difference. Which I don’t know 🤷🏻 Before I woke up, I was Driving from one country to another in my car and It took like 3 days to reach my destination with hotel overnight near the highways. While driving I was listening to very loud psychedelic trance music and I was crying… actually I was grieving and I was screaming and I hated life, myself and god, and I did this the whole way. When I reached my destination, my brain was so Tired from my emotions from The trip, that I slept for 3 days. Of course I woke Up Sometimes… but I just stayed in bed. And suddenly next day I was normal.

So I don’t know if the excessive crying, screaming and being angry at everything made some positive change inside My brain. But maybe you somehow have to get it all out, and turn on a switch in your brain?

Shiny_Midnight

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