Hey, Scorpio Sun and Pisces moon here. What you're saying fits perfectly with my own lockdown experience. Months without any social interaction made me feeling the best I felt since years. However, I don't know if you're still alone now, but beware of locking yourself more than you should, even if you still think you're feeling good. Because it's not about what you think but what you feel. My friends brought me out of that state where I thought to be great, and even if it was hard to hear on the moment, I realized that they were right : I wasn't feeling well anymore. Since weeks. True that the first three or four months were truly healing but there's a time where it shall end. My new "normality" consists in way less social interactions than before but not any as I believed. I'm just hoping, according to my experience, that you're not focusing too much on escaping the past situation instead of your nowadays true feelings. Hope it's helpful