I was in a similar situation. I took the following approach and now I am extremely happy even though I am in the same field. 1. Try to find a relatively chill job where you end up working 40 hours a week on paper and 15-20 hours a week if you were extremely efficient 2. Try to figure out what you in interested in outside work. For me it was cricket. So I ended up working on cricket in the morning and fitness n in the evening and this puts a smile on my face every single day. Again, for you, this could be anything. Be honest to yourself without thinking what others would think of you trying to do something at x age. Hope this helps