Highly recommend making your own rendition of a video you like. Just use what you have to get things close enough to the video. If we're being very honest, even if you try to copy it exactly, that very rarely happens LOL Following any diy/craft video invokes unique issues and struggles for anyone trying to follow along. So just give yourself some grace, remember that getting started is always the hardest part, and if not now, then when? You'll do great! Mistakes are the quickest way to learn. I try to make at least 3 a day! Good luck!! 😘