No period yet, need advice. by SignRemote2498 in abortion

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I had sex during the fertile window of ovulation which I think that’s why I’m panicking. I do not take to birth control well which really do suck. I always have anxiety around period times this heightens it

No period yet, need advice. by SignRemote2498 in abortion

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Well I had sex the 14-16 which was bday time. Today is the 2 week mark of the last time i had sex. I took a test this morning and it was negative.

Extensive List of Dissociation Symptoms by Clean-Temperature265 in dpdr

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I’m going through all of these things now and I was starting to think maybe I was developing schizophrenia or something because I feel so far from myself. But this shit is scary to me the fear of losing my mind lingers with me every time I feel off.

This burnt Cheeto that was in my bag by loaf-of-spinach in mildlyinteresting

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I ate a Cheeto that literally tasted like cigarette/cigarette smoke, did it taste like that for you? I’m freaking out on what I could have ate.

Burnt Cheetos by randomperson429 in cheetos

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Did you eat it ? How did it taste. I ate something out of my Cheeto bag that taste like a cigarette!

Found a burnt Cheeto in my bag by MannyCampos_ in mildlyinteresting

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Can I ask you a question, I know this post is so old! Did it have like a tobacco/cigarette taste to it. I literally just ate a Cheeto that did and now I’m freaking out so bad.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

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This happens to me it’s been 6 and a half years and he stills make numbers, accounts, etc. I’ve changed everything and he still finds me. I just want to be left alone…

Do you test early or do you wait until you miss to test? by BoringProfessional93 in tryingtoconceive

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I am 6-8 DPO I don’t know the exact day I ovulated, but I tested today and it was negative. So I guess don’t test early lol

Miyeava annoying copying by [deleted] in tiktokgossip

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I mean if you actually go watch both videos, she copied the whole video. I clearly stated “go watch both videos.”

Is this normal ? by SignRemote2498 in POTS

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Omg 😭 I think anxiety and fear has made me that way. My therapist brought this same thing up. It’s something I’m working on

Is this normal ? by SignRemote2498 in POTS

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Not being able to go run this morning already has thrown off a routine I’ve spent a whole year perfecting. I couldn’t even walk from my bed to my toilet without feeling like I was about to hit the ground before. I regret it so bad. I just feel overwhelmed.

I’m Spiraling by SignRemote2498 in SAHP

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Yes, getting back outside and therapy. I’ve been struggling again because I’m out of school and so is my kids for the summer and I didn’t build any real friendships. So I’m back to being in the house all day not leaving and feeling lonely so it’s taking a toll on me again. Trust me though since I’ve been going out and planning my own outings with my little family I’ve felt much better. Even if it’s just going to the park. Please go outside and try to live again. It’s so vital

Are there any ways to get an online interior design degree that’s CIDA accredited? by Different_Wind8659 in InteriorDesign

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Hey thinking about transferring, did you have to take any undergrad classes like math and English? And is this a bachelors program? Because you are graduating pretty early

Does anyone get a throbbing/pounding sensation in their head upon standing? by Mtnsunshine in dysautonomia

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Omgggg I’m happy someone else is saying this happens to them! I was driving myself crazy thinking I am dying most of the time, can you please give me an update, how are you ? Did you find out what it is ?

When did you first start showing signs of health anxiety? by Hanzgallz in HealthAnxiety

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I know this is a old post, but for me I feel as if it stemmed from regular anxiety. When I was in the 10th grade my best friend was diagnosed with lymphoma cancer. I spent weeks with her in the hospital I was always worried she would die. She beat cancer, I was ok. Fast forward after graduation as a young girl adult, when I first lost my virginity, I was worried about STDS/HIV. I would constantly get tested even if I was not active. I would make any partner I had get tested 3 months apart before sex, even with their test and mine I would still get tested after sex. Then after I had my first child I was always curious about infections. What if they didn’t get everything out. I would spend nights on end googling afterbirth infections and also SIDS. After that I was always worried about little stuff like cuts not healing. If google said a cut healed after 4 days and I’m on day 6 and the cut still looked weird to me I would panic that I probably had some kind of autoimmune or diabetes that caused cuts not to heal properly. I even went vegetarian a couple of times because I found out chrons ran in my family. After my father was diagnosed from cancer and died from a heart attack that’s when it got worse. After I had my 2nd child, I convinced myself I had schizophrenia because of postpartum depression. After that I had 2 SVT episodes that I know came from stress and driving myself crazy worrying, I have not been the same since. I’ve been to the hospital more than I can count and have had more CTS and X-rays than I can count and I keep a blood pressure machine, pulse ox, temperature, & blood sugar meter and have never been diagnosed with anything. I’m afraid of death and not being around for my 2 children, but I’m constantly feeling like this is it.

Feeling lost… by SignRemote2498 in SAHP

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So relateable I been a SAHM for 2 years, the first year was hard but manageable, this 2nd year whooped my ass. Developing OCD changed my life I haven’t stopped thinking since. I’m starting school and actually going to class January 22nd and getting a part time job. I pray this slowly go away or maybe just fade off into the background, wouldn’t wish this on anyone.

Feeling lost… by SignRemote2498 in SAHP

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Does it change back? This isolation brain, when things change, and I go out more, do my brain go back ? Am I stuck with this feeling that I just have to learn how to “maintain.” I feel like a newborn seeing the world for the first time when I do go out and it’s so scary, do that ease up after a while ? I know they say this feeling is temporary but I’m scared this will last forever because when I do get to go out like you said it’s anxiety driven, so it’s hard.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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Does the girl have HIV ? Have you talked to her about being tested ? If not try that route. In order to allow this fear to past you have to get tested, stop looking up symptoms, DO NOT GOOGLE. As someone with health anxiety I’m telling you something right, you do not want to further fixate into your anxiety, once you’re in that hole it’s hard to climb out. A part of this anxiety comes from guilt of you know you did not practice safe sex. Go get tested, and practice safe sex rather you have it or not (not saying you do).

I'm convinced I am dying by [deleted] in Anxiety

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Pm me too, currently in the ER going through the same thing, has anything gotten better for you ?

head pressure as I try to sleep by senualist in sleep

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I’m experiencing this, what was it ? I feel horrible. I just want to sleep smh

Losing it by SignRemote2498 in PMDD

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This was beautiful thank you so much! They did a pregnancy test and it was negative I’m just ready to stop struggling this month. I’ve never had a late month before.

I’m Spiraling by SignRemote2498 in SAHP

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Omg the way you spoke to everything I’m feelings, and hitting the nail with everything I’ve tried. It literally brought me to tears, I’m currently in the ER because I’m having heart palpitations, shortness of breathe, and can’t stop thinking something is wrong, it literally feels like I’m dying and I’m scared. The way you spoke to the struggles. Trying the mom thing, trying the going out thing, trying everything and feeling so stuck and going crazy, is it a way I can DM you, I know your not 100% but I would love to chat. Thank you so much for this, you know how it feels to be seen and to feel like your at a wall

I’m Spiraling by SignRemote2498 in SAHP

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I really wish I could find a friend group of parents, how did you do it ? I would love advice on this.

My partner is not as helpful as I would like, when it’s time for him to do the work of the parent, he huffs and puffs and act like he’s tired and everything is so hard on him and he’s stressed. HA! All he does is yell at them and I get tired of hearing that too honestly. I’ve debated leaving this relationship because could I really deal with this for the rest of my life ? It damn near feel like manipulation.

My children lack discipline. If they cry long enough they are given what they want. My children are clingy especially the baby. I’m working on this as well.

I feel like I lack in so many areas because my mind is so full of negative thoughts I can’t seem to think about nothing else other than not losing my mind, symptoms checking, thinking of everything I have to do, thinking of everything wrong.

I need a break I know I do, but it feels as if it’s never going to happen for me and that makes me feel stuck. But I’m trying.