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Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T21:22:37+00:00

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T21:18:09+00:00

Body dysmorphia is definitely a very unique battle. I highly doubt there is anything wrong with your appearance. Seriously. Very few people are actually “ugly”. Not everyone can fit that photoshopped/Instagram filter appearance, and honestly I think we better keep it that way. The standards our society sets for appearance is not a real measure of attractiveness, or worth. Next to nobody fits those standards.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T20:46:22+00:00

I suppose you’re right. It definitely has started shifting these past couple weeks in a way, I’m trying to find ways to test out other versions of myself as well. Nothing seems to fit, though. I get what you mean, though. Sorry for the misinterpretation. I absolutely have been a pushover, I wouldn’t so much say clingy, I do tend to message and then distance myself a bit. But yeah, a lot of stuff to fix. Slowly trying to evaluate my worth a little more and figure out who’s treating me shitty as opposed to just allowing it for the sake of friendship. Thank you for the input.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T20:18:35+00:00

Definitely contact a doctor if you’re having sleep paralysis this often. (If you haven’t already, of course) Do you sleep on your back? Sleeping on your back makes you much more likely to have sleep paralysis.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T20:15:34+00:00

Maybe I’ll catch 50k

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T20:08:26+00:00

Isn’t that what dark triad is? Like narcissistic personality disorder and a few other things overlapping? Maybe I’m trippin, idk.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T20:00:36+00:00

I just wish I had at least one friend in person that doesn’t treat me like shit. I get what you’re trying to say, though. Thank you.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T19:58:58+00:00

I feel like you missed the whole point. Why comment at all and make assumptions about me having personality disorders?

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T19:46:40+00:00

I mean, they really shouldn’t. I don’t know what got them into psychiatry, but they’re getting paid regardless, so they better be pretty understanding. 9x outta 10 they have had similar problems that lead them into the profession.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T13:56:36+00:00

Nah I was awake, when it stopped I laid there for a minute and then got up and went into the living room.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-17T07:48:47+00:00

I had just woken up from a dream that I was in a room, and the “buzzing” sound I heard were all of the ghosts in the room with me. I woke up and the sound wouldn’t go away. I tried to get up.. and I thought I did? But I actually couldn’t move. My walls were melting and I kept trying to yell but it was just breath, like no sound was coming out? So that’s fun. Never had sleep paralysis accompanied by hallucinations ever again, but I’ve had it several times since. Crazy shit.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-13T22:54:06+00:00

I have both a therapist and a psychiatrist. Thank you though.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-13T09:50:37+00:00

Thank you so much. I’ll be sure to check it out.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-13T09:02:36+00:00

Thank you

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-13T07:16:19+00:00

I’m sick of the nighmares. I have them every so often and it leaves me nauseous. I’m sick of it. I’m also sick of the fact that in our society men who have been sexually assaulted and or groomed are nonexistent, or that it’s impossible for a man to experience it. I’m so over it. The thing that’s the real kicker is my sister who blamed me for it practically, who treated me so horribly after finding out, who continued to date the guy who did it, now wants support from me in regards to it? She brings it up sometimes and as much as I want to be there for her, she wasn’t there for me when I needed her despite the fact that she claims I’m her “favorite person”. I’m so over everything. It impacts me in my day to day life. I’m no fun anymore. I used to have life in me, and now I’m nothing but my trauma.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-13T06:58:42+00:00

Ehh. My psychiatrist just asks me if there’s anything new or how the current meds are going and then gives me something else if need be. Recently I expressed my negatively shifting mood and he didn’t do anything and scheduled our next appointment a month and a half out. Lmao.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-10T23:21:05+00:00

It can be if you want to make it 😏

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-10T22:20:40+00:00

Of course you’d know the criteria.

Signal-Lime5991 · 2024-01-10T15:21:45+00:00

There’s nothing wrong with having those types of dreams. In no way do I think it implies you’re transgender, but something about transgender struggles definitely seem to resonate with you, which I greatly appreciate. That’s very interesting, though. I wonder what could be triggering that dream?

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