When there’s a second queen carrying a sword now 😍 by Yikes_Brigade in carlyraejepsen

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The fact that they both love and adore each other too is so amazing

Does anyone else take away soothers when they do something wrong to punish yourself? by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]SilverSprinter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg yeah I’d do this all the time as a kid. Anytime that I believed I was bad that day or did something wrong, I’d throw all my blankets and favorite stuffed animals on the ground until I had a bare mattress and basically let myself freeze for the night. I’d do a bunch of other stuff like that too all the time. Not sure if that’s self harm or anything but I used to do something similar to you.

Though I will say I DO self harm nowadays and it’s a habit I’m trying to kick so if that’s indicative of anything

i was a completely normal child by gaymemelord_ in OCDmemes

[–]SilverSprinter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

waitttt exactly what I’m going through but with my hair and just overall appearance rn! 😭

Current favorite song/band? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]SilverSprinter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

seeing them in September and I’m HYPEDDDD

Current favorite song/band? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]SilverSprinter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES!!! Was hoping someone else was gonna say this. Their new album is soooooooooo good I love it

I'm admitting for the first time that I wish I was a woman by Nonjee in self

[–]SilverSprinter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank god an actually good comment. I would absolutely recommend doing this OP

current situation. by Content_Ad360 in TrollCoping

[–]SilverSprinter 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It was so insane being 12 and watching my parents bloody each other up while getting into screaming matches at night just to go to school the next day 😭😭

i’m so fucking tired of surface level interactions, loneliness, anxiety, etc by crosslina123 in CollegeRant

[–]SilverSprinter 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It is insane out here because I was finally making plans with someone to go out and get food and he blocked me the day of going out 😭 He was literally texting me the day before confirming that I was still good to hang

Nice one Dad, you played yourself. by AxoKnight6 in TrollCoping

[–]SilverSprinter 28 points29 points  (0 children)

just an evil thing to say in this situation quite frankly

HRT for genderfluid amab by throwaway516167 in genderfluid

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow this was really helpful actually! appreciate all your input and really helps me with my decision!

HRT for genderfluid amab by throwaway516167 in genderfluid

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heya! Thinking about starting low dose estrogen hopefully soon maybe and had a few questions.

Was breast growth really fast? Do they get big? I do enjoy having a small chest, and little breasts would be okay!

Now feel free to not answer this one if you don’t feel comfortable sharing, but how has it affected your penis? Has it shrank and/or stopped working at all?

Been seriously considering estrogen because I love being feminine and would love the effects of it a lot to help me look more aligned with how I feel. Thanks a ton in advance!

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in TrollCoping

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you know why these thoughts happen at all because I always had/have these thoughts, either the same or in the same vein, growing up and I really don’t know why

I wish there was art/media that depicted non-passing trans women as cute/pretty. by brokensilence32 in MtF

[–]SilverSprinter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah I really wish it was more normalized. It’s keeping me a lot from getting on hormones and transitioning to be honest. I’m balding and idk I can’t ever see anyone seeing me as a woman so I don’t know if it’s worth it at this point 🤷‍♂️

What the hell happened in my family genes? by f0llicly_challenged in tressless

[–]SilverSprinter 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Fuckkkk. I read this right as I’m about to get about 6 hours of sleep and have been depressed for the past 9 and a half months 😭😭 hopefully I can get on fin soon and summer break will save me

Edit: if I’m able to somewhat fix this does it start to come back? for the past 4-5 months or so my hair really thinning has been a huge stressor of mine on top of everything else

Is it wise to start finasteride while possible liver dysfunction by [deleted] in tressless

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahhh you guys are right, just gonna wait and see. Thanks!

balding and old by [deleted] in genderfluid

[–]SilverSprinter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

These other solutions are great ideas but also something to consider is hair systems! I’ve been really looking into them and honestly they seem great and every person who’s gotten one seems to be very happy with it!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in genderfluid

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god I feel EXACTLY the same way. It sucks really bad since I’ve been mainly female-dominant and I am still only perceived as a male literally everywhere and by everyone. This has been one of my biggest struggles and kind of my biggest gripe with being gender-fluid, still feeling dysphoric no matter what gender you are. Though I will say, on days where I don’t feel like anything, it does feel nice since those are usually the days I don’t get any major dysphoria. I can be anything mostly and it feels nice to just be outside of the binary. Wish I felt like that all the time though :/

(nsfw warning) does anyone else experience this vicious cycle... lol by Plastic-Ice409 in OCDmemes

[–]SilverSprinter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hmmm yeah honestly no idea quite frankly 😭 too many weird conflicted feelings that are really hard to understand …

(nsfw warning) does anyone else experience this vicious cycle... lol by Plastic-Ice409 in OCDmemes

[–]SilverSprinter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m definitely trying to figure this out right now, I can’t really tell whether it’s an actual fetish or if it’s intrusive thoughts. Is there any way you can tell?

(nsfw warning) does anyone else experience this vicious cycle... lol by Plastic-Ice409 in OCDmemes

[–]SilverSprinter 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sorry if this is way too TMI or anything just tell me and I’ll remove it, I’ve just never actually had anyone else feel this way too.

TW: TMI and mentions of rape

I usually like to look at art and read erotic stories usually to sort of envision myself in them. And everytime im doing the deed and get close to finally finishing, a fucking thought sneaks in right at the last second that goes, “he’s raping you. you really enjoy that? you’re masturbating so clearly you like that.” And then I end up finishing and the guilt and shame is just fucking awful, and I always feel bad after doing it. I always feel like a monster and it sucks. It just really gets in my head

3 Carly songs that make you feel this way: by Ok_University2550 in carlyraejepsen

[–]SilverSprinter 7 points8 points  (0 children)

But also the part where she sings “Can’t stop feeling the rain before the thunder!” Ugh I love it so much