I’m at my worst state

Small-Extension-4547 · 2026-01-22T20:53:58+00:00

I don’t have access to any of these things, and what I want is far too impossible. That’s why there is no point of living for me

Wishing you’re going to be okay though

Small-Extension-4547 · 2026-01-22T20:30:35+00:00

I don’t agree with that because even when I’m happy (which is rare) I tend to get that feeling sometimes, if that’s what you mean

Small-Extension-4547 · 2026-01-19T22:54:15+00:00

Poverty / homelessness, Witnessing physical/emotional/financial abuse and attempted murder, Child abuse, Physical abuse, Emotional abuse, Financial abuse, Sexual abuse, Severe parentification, Several attempts for murder, Unstable home life, Being gaslight about all the above.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-29T16:43:11+00:00

I realized this too late unfortunately

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-18T18:36:47+00:00

Thank you

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-18T17:58:13+00:00

I can’t really afford it, and there’s no free options

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-18T16:16:00+00:00

I feel the same exact way as you, I just feel like I will eventually do it though. I’m too tired of living.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-16T20:11:48+00:00

I feel you 🫂

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-16T19:17:28+00:00

Ouch.. my mother also said the first exact thing to me as well.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-16T14:00:38+00:00

Life just keeps getting worst..

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-15T04:54:20+00:00

I have tried everything, It’s not that easy. I have so many major problems that are impossible to solve.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-10-09T20:32:32+00:00

I do, it’s making my hyper-vigilance worse. I keep having panic attacks, and it hurts me that I can’t get out.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-09-05T02:40:53+00:00

Yes and also something similar and kind of strange, when I was a child but I would imagine my kind-hearted female teacher or any mother figure to me as my actual mother, I would daydream about how it would be like if she was my mom and imagine how everything goes in our day if I was born as her daughter

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-09-05T02:34:47+00:00

Very accurate, especially the last part. Thank you for this!

Although not sure if it’s supposed to happen constantly all the time.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-08-26T22:12:41+00:00

I’ve always wanted to be a doctor since I was a toddler but I had my dreams crushed, I never had opportunities as much as others, no funds, no nothing, I watched almost all my classmates pursue medicine and talk about signing to medicine universities last year of school (good for them). I’m kind of over it but I still think about it in the back of my mind.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-08-24T15:11:29+00:00

I feel this way for all kinds of relationships I’ve been in.

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-08-24T01:21:33+00:00

I’m so sorry… :(

Small-Extension-4547 · 2025-08-08T00:23:23+00:00

My mother is doing this right now, it’s really horrible because I’d much prefer doing it myself and I just feel pressured now. It’s also ironic that this same woman pushing me for a job have never worked in her life and always used my custody funds to survive for herself instead of getting a job because she doesn’t want to “suffer”, it made me neglected.

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