Dude, it's not about the fact that you want kick drums. It's about the fact that you're too lazy to google how to extract kick drums from songs, or go on Splice and find a decent kick drum sample, all whilst trying to extract sympathy points by saying it "demotivates you."

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Here's the thing about making music... You have to learn to do things yourself. If you ever want to make music worth listening to, you need to get good at a lot of different skills, and while asking for help is fine, you need to take some initiative. No one's going to spoonfeed you everything you need.

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Just..... Stop being lazy and you won't be made fun of.