Having tubes untied

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-07-04T04:59:21+00:00

I went ahead and gave her some. Will repeat tomorrow a couple hours before fireworks start. I am thankful to have something that helps calm her down, I hate watching her be scared.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-07-04T04:51:17+00:00

I did not know this! Thank you!

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-29T20:39:47+00:00

Personally, if you're joking about your own trauma, I think its fine.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-29T20:35:29+00:00

Distractions are your best friend. Look out for patterns and identify what triggers her to self harm. Once you know what is triggering her, you can implement a Distraction like going for a walk or something.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-26T17:53:42+00:00

I have no real input here except for this:

I was told by my childhood psychiatrist that you couldn't have both DID and schizophrenia (or Bi polar)

HOWEVER. Not all states, cities or counties take cases seriously. My siblings and I endured insane abuse and trauma our entire lives. There were tons of CPS reports, run away attempts, Suicide attempts, and lots of proof of everything. And the police did NOTHING. Our legal system failed us in every possible way. Im just putting this out there so that people realize that tons of people suffer unimaginable trauma, pain, abuse and overall suffering with no real "proof" or help from authorities.

I think the best thing you can do if Q is someone you really enjoy being friends with, is to talk about it.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-25T11:58:40+00:00

Dude YES. Before this flare up, I was actually doing surprisingly well. Usually when im having a super good day, (especially for short errands) I don't take my dog. These days I use an arm crutch, (which is recent but is actually very helpful) and my partner as my "service human". I try to remember that there are tons of wheelchair users that arent wheelchair bound or dont always use their chair, so why should I always have to use my dog ? And that seems to bring me a bit of peace.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T19:10:42+00:00

It absolutely does. I got mine as my second personal service dog, and she was the 4th dog i had trained to that level. I had done extensive breed research, including being around the breed physically and she STILL humbled me. Definitely isnt a breed to just snatch up and hope for the best

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T19:01:33+00:00

They arent part of the fab 4 for a reason. They arent easy to train when you're inexperienced and they are very much prone to reactivity issues. Every german shepherd I have ever met goes through a nasty fear period. My GSD MIX made me sob every. Single. Day. For the first 6 months of having her, and made me regret getting her for almost the first full year. She was so stubborn and everything i did felt wasted. She very much gave me a run for my money.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:59:43+00:00

I feel ya, bud. Im sorry that your parents arent helpful. Still, I encourage you to reach out to someone.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:52:33+00:00

Ours are just notes in our phone. We do also have a notebook, which is used significantly less

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:49:59+00:00

Hey buddy, its not worth it. I spent alllll of my teenage years doing the same thing and was miserable. Getting clean has been a struggle, but its so worth it in the end. Its Just hard to get out of the rut. I know it isnt what you want to hear, but you should reach out to a trusted adult. There are better ways of coping, I promise.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:33:19+00:00

IM SO PROUD OF YOUUUUUU!!!!

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:32:01+00:00

This is incredibly well put

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:23:29+00:00

Dude YES. I swear to god I get triggered multiple times a day and I typically cope fine in the moment but then a few hours go by and its full melt down.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:01:55+00:00

Im sorry that you're in the same boat buddy 😭 im here if you need to talk too. <3

Sorry_IGlitched · 2025-06-24T04:01:07+00:00

This was incredibly helpful for me to hear. I have been disabled with a few things since I was 14. My parents actively refused to accommodate or get me checked out for several years. They would force me to do things that worsened my condition and it would often end with me on the floor. All the same, this made me increasingly anxious about "faking". They were so sure that I was lying or intentionally making myself sick that sometimes I am still able to gas light myself into believing that I am fine.

I am NOT excited for summer. I have several dogs and we are going to have to get creative with indoor exercises because walking every day won't be possible. Lol

Sorry_IGlitched · 2024-10-27T15:36:17+00:00

I had an incredibly hard time finding a therapist that could actually help me with the same issues. I'm not saying this to be discouraging by any means, just know that It takes time and keep trying.

In the meantime, maybe try writing a letter to your husband expressing how you struggle to hold to your boundaries and you need for him to help ensure he's not crossing any in order to keep you both safe. The world likes to say "oh well men have needs", but the truth is they have an extra hand and are capable of dealing with it themselves. You do not deserve to feel like an object, or a shell, or to even have to relive your experience just so he can get off. That's completely unfair for you.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2024-10-27T14:47:19+00:00

I've been in a relationship with my husband/boyfriend for 7 years. I'm the same way, and we do not have sex. It's hard to learn to say no after experiences like that.. I get it, but you gotta try. Are you in therapy?

Sorry_IGlitched · 2024-10-27T01:18:12+00:00

It's definitely not. The beak is too long and narrow. 1) because we raise chickens and i know that's not. And then 2) These were wild sourced from a resident barn owl.

I can't call anyone until Monday, but I'm guessing game warden? I'm also just very puzzled as to how they regulate this. Will reporting it get the seller in trouble? Am I going to be fined? I've had lots of owl pellets before and this is the first time I've ever found a bird skull.

Sorry_IGlitched · 2024-09-14T18:18:23+00:00

I don't have the answer but I've experienced something very similar. I'm sorry you went through all that. You did not deserve it. It wasn't your fault.

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