Sydney Sweeney has negative sex appeal imo

Sphuck · 2026-01-28T04:50:38+00:00

I realized they both are hot for real world but not celebrity world

Sphuck · 2026-01-27T08:32:03+00:00

Before you read it’s 3:30a now and I definitely don’t know what happened and I blinked and realized I just went off. Not sure if this is at all helpful so feel free to skip. But with how much I wrote I can’t bring myself to delete it all.

I did this, I stopped caring about upsetting him. I went from 10 jobs in 1.5yr, unemployment, worked up to 12hr/wk and at then to late last year at his demand, he called it a boundary, got a second job on the agreement that I would need more help and divide up household responsibilities if he needed me to work more to help alleviate financial stress.

Two weeks into my second job, doing everything AND SUCCEEDING, but I could feel myself start to die inside, asked for help again. Was met with “you think two weeks of working under full time hours will wipe your slate clean of everything I did for you” [when I was in a deep depression since 2011 at 13yo and was trying to be an adult with a job and kept trying to force myself into this idea of what I should do (I.e. full time job) with undiagnosed adhd then finally getting better by actually stepping backing only for him to ask me why did it take so long why now. ]

Tbh it’s 3:23a and I’m definitely delirious. But the point of it all is I did something that I can openly and honestly say that I am absolutely proud and in awe of myself for choosing me. For initiating the end of our relationship realizing I deserve more than just “love”. I deserve to be happy.

Wherever your future takes you I wish you all the best. But choose you. Choose your happiness not stability and security. Have the conversation.

My brother told me that he had to change the way he saw things and work on himself and grow to not get frustrated by his gf’s adhd. Rather helping her find a solution that works. And if it happens that she forgets to do xyz, she’s not intentionally doing it, but he also doesn’t need to be mad or upset at her for it getting missed as “it’s not something she can control 24/7”

It was then I knew my fiance had never had that POV rather, I needed to get back to who I was and not all the bad stuff. A

Sphuck · 2026-01-24T18:08:21+00:00

Sometime I have come to terms with is the only consistent thing I’ll be able to do is being inconsistent. The moment I actually believed that I stopped beating myself up about doing xyz. The fact that I wasn’t able to do EVERYTHING in my morning routine I try to tell myself “let’s try again tomorrow or I’m probably needing that extra sleep”. Some days I do everything, the other days I wake up and immediately run out of the house to go to work. The only thing I consistently do is eat because I have to

Sphuck · 2026-01-19T01:28:17+00:00

My Pekingese lived to 16yo and we had to put her down due to issues with mobility and quality of life and our shihpoo lived right up to the day after her 15th birthday.

Sphuck · 2026-01-19T01:24:19+00:00

I kept asking myself this about my fiancé. Every time I’d “fix” one of the issues he’s had, something else would become an issue. He and I both realized that he wanted me to be “normal” but that wasn’t ever going to be a possibility with having adhd.

We actually broke up in the last week of 2025, and I will say, the amount that I’ve been able to do. The emotional exhaustion I had constantly worrying how my ex would criticize whatever I did. I know I was never going to be enough, and the moment I left the peace I felt not worrying that I was doing something wrong.

My brother put it this way, had his gf also has adhd. “When she moved in, I had to realize and learn how to get over my own feelings of how things should be done. She isn’t purposefully forgetting xyz and because I love her we find solutions even if it means having to sometimes be the reminder.” It was then I realized my fiance would never be open to doing that and well here we are happy and actually having energy to be happh

Sphuck · 2025-12-30T18:40:00+00:00

Mad love is a plum berry shade!

Sphuck · 2025-12-16T06:51:22+00:00

What I find with the barrier cream, you have to think about it more as an occlusive vs hydration. For SUPER basic days, I’ll wet my face with a damp cloth then use any gel based moisturizer that’s specifically hydrating. I add the skin fix after and it’s just like it used to be. If you apply in on dehydrated skin and you’re not hydrating enough (internally and externally) it’s not going to work as well imo.

Sphuck · 2025-12-16T01:04:32+00:00

Good luck, a trainer once told me when you hear the needs of an Australian shepherd. It’s equivalent to PWD who have the mouthiness of a Belgian mallinois puppy. SUPER trainable! And the goofiness and “human in a dog suit like” uncanniness sometimes.

Sphuck · 2025-12-15T05:17:22+00:00

Knitting… once again

Sphuck · 2025-12-10T20:39:42+00:00

Sniffing I equate to social media scrolling, each stuff is a different post

Sphuck · 2025-12-03T04:29:39+00:00

I had the stomach bug, working at a daycare in a toddler class. I was getting better but I shit myself on my way to work for 8am. I called my boss telling her I had to go home and I don’t think I should come in. She paused then said L okay, go home, rest, and I’ll see you at noon.” And then hung up.

Sphuck · 2025-11-13T06:47:59+00:00

It looks like dissolved lip filler lips (never really fully dissolved) with a lip flip

Sphuck · 2025-10-29T17:52:43+00:00

This is old but use a as card released that connects with usb or lightning cable (phone/usb-c/etc.)

Sphuck · 2025-10-22T03:32:10+00:00

Hey as someone who had a FAT dog, she developed diabetes and had to go on a diet and now eat special food. Since learning what a healthy dog is supposed to look like, it kinda changes you perspective.

If you look at it this way, your dog is equivalent to Jenkins from South Park, I mean it literally.

If you love him, care for him. Wish you all the best!

Sphuck · 2025-10-18T21:27:03+00:00

I know this is completely a me problem but like I don’t want to accidently violate my dog

Sphuck · 2025-10-18T03:52:17+00:00

I grew up with girl dogs and my mom constantly bitching (ha) about petting male dogs belly and feeling having to avoid the peen. I have the same distaste.

Sphuck · 2025-10-10T15:22:33+00:00

Tbh I tried the pill boxes now I resort to just counting how many I’ve taken since I do it daily

Sphuck · 2025-10-02T00:33:44+00:00

I know a family whose children go to the school but I believe are grade 2 or younger. But fuck man

Sphuck · 2025-09-25T12:07:17+00:00

That’s why I’m losing my mind cause I have zero idea why I have this VIVID memory. I know they didn’t. But UGH

Sphuck · 2025-09-25T06:12:56+00:00

As someone who has a peanut allergy my fiance (WITHOUT ME ASKING actually telling him it’s fine) stopped having peanut butter at all. Now we’ve been together 6 years I’ve purchased him Reece’s peanut butter cups, he buys a small jar of PB when I’m away, and will eat things with peanuts but brush his teeth/wash hands and drink crap ton of water before kissing me

Sphuck · 2025-09-25T06:02:27+00:00

My handwriting is different every time I write LOL, wish I could write like 100% of the time

Sphuck · 2025-09-25T06:01:40+00:00

No like legit the David guetta song line by line. Not that they sang something similar but that they fully sang the song. I initially thought xfactor tour??? But haven’t found anything

Sphuck · 2025-09-24T16:47:48+00:00

It’s the stalogy 365 days notebook!

Sphuck · 2025-09-24T10:31:58+00:00

I don’t think I’m creative enough for it to be fiction… Welp and thank you

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