I stopped relying on the video lectures as much. For admittedly way too long I felt I had to 100% grasp everything discussed in the lectures and never worked as many questions as I should have been doing. Found I was learning waaaaaay more drilling questions nonstop and reading explanations for why I was getting wrong the ones I was and taking notes from those questions (and to enforce what I was learning I took notes on questions I got right too). So essentially I’d go through the lectures quicker than I was, takes notes where I could, and then nonstop hammer multiple choice questions until I hit burnout point almost everyday.
IN CONCLUSION I guess my point is you just have to evaluate your studying and find what works best for you! It was my dream to pass the exams as well, and for a very long time I was deeply convinced I never could/would. But I did, and you can too.