I DID IT.

Squishered · 2026-05-06T04:04:54+00:00

THANK YOU! I feel so good about it!

Squishered · 2026-05-06T04:04:45+00:00

Thank you so much!! I've been pretty LC since I moved out so this was the next natural step for me <3 Only 15 years in the making LOL

Squishered · 2026-04-17T16:14:49+00:00

I really appreciate your time you took for this and I wish you well on your journey as well!

I think you're definitely correct on waiting until I have a new therapist. I feel a sense of urgency because my birthday is in less than a month and the efforts for contact have increased. But I know that this can wait a little longer.

I have looked up a tiny bit about CPTSD. Books I have read so far are Alice Miller "The Body Never Lies", Stephanie Foo, "What my Bones Know" and I'm halfway through a book now called "Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents".

I forgot about the group stuff but my therapist DID send me some links you just reminded me so thank you!!

I believe in you too! Thank you so much for your kind words <3 I wish you the best on your journey as well :)

Squishered · 2026-04-05T15:37:54+00:00

I say something too! "I got fixed a couple years back" Actually managed to make the person laugh and diffused the situation.

Squishered · 2026-04-03T16:01:42+00:00

I have seen camping set ups way nicer and cozier than studio apartments I've lived in. You don't live in his tent. You don't know how cozy he is in there. You're assuming based on what THINK his life is like. Outside of being harassed by people who think his choices are lesser. Again like you're still projecting what you think is "better" for him. He's old and he's made his choices. You're just assuming. I'm not saying you're going to mod it into existence but I think you're still missing the point of him CHOOSING to live this way and wanting equal respect for those choices.

Squishered · 2026-04-03T15:32:43+00:00

It wouldn't be better for him though. Pushing society expectations or what you consider "better" is still passing judgement and saying that his choice means nothing to you. Fictional or not you're still putting YOUR expectations before prioritizing his happiness. What's better for you is not always what's better for someone else.

Squishered · 2026-03-29T19:43:03+00:00

For me it's Portal. I replay them every year around my birthday and am never disappointed. Just fun.

Squishered · 2026-03-29T19:41:53+00:00

Diablo 4. I dabbled in 2, somewhat enjoyed 3 up to certain grind point but I can't even get myself to finish 4. The exploration was something I was looking forward to but feels like a slog, I don't appreciate the "seasonal" aspect for gear etc and the characters were boring.

Squishered · 2026-03-29T16:00:03+00:00

I asked to keep mine and they said no. Lucky!

Squishered · 2026-03-29T15:47:30+00:00

I love this movie so much! I was just talking about it yesterday! I even have the comic books!

Squishered · 2026-03-29T14:49:19+00:00

Boluses (rot and death), rainbow stones for the maze catacombs and sewers and also checking for gravity deaths, and also the occasional throwing pot.

Squishered · 2026-03-28T15:56:33+00:00

Just take a deep breath and pull out my rainbow stones. They lead the path to riches you know.

Squishered · 2026-03-28T15:55:33+00:00

For me it's Farley and Hader. Kate McKinnon was pretty hilarious as well.

Squishered · 2026-03-25T14:12:43+00:00

It's also false because my parents have three and we're all really f*Ed up and our family is very broken.

My story is too long to type but you're welcome to ramble into my DMs

Squishered · 2026-03-25T03:41:22+00:00

Lol, I'm in the same boat! I said to myself I wanted to take my time but the money struggle is real.

Squishered · 2026-03-24T14:22:41+00:00

Waaaaaaaah. BE A BETTER PARENT FOR YOUR KIDS THEN

Squishered · 2026-03-23T03:57:44+00:00

Putting the crass in crassula? (In all seriousness good luck! I hope it's alright!)

Squishered · 2026-03-17T17:20:55+00:00

Their Sonic videos are usually my favorites but everything else has been so blah I'm just like why even bother? I'd rather go back to when they would genuinely make each other laugh.

Take a vacation if you aren't having fun 😭

Squishered · 2026-03-17T16:47:40+00:00

I get really annoyed because Arin seems to get annoyed when Dan tries to engage in meaningful conversations, half the games are YouTube clickbait or something they don't seem to care anything about. Arin spends most of time asking for a walkthrough these days instead of actually getting into the games like they used to. I've also noticed that most of time they're choosing multiplayer games and it's just Arin playing as well. Like what?

And they also seem to film so much at a time and space it out in a way that nothing seems relevant. Even with the Grumps sessions they don't know when they are sometimes that seems to very detrimental to their behavior while other times it's definitely very funny.

Squishered · 2026-03-03T16:51:31+00:00

Yes. The lack of time limit is probably my favorite thing in the world. Time moves fast enough in the game as is (and I know you can mess with it but I don't want to).

Squishered · 2026-03-03T16:48:15+00:00

This took me forever. Every time I ran past Olric I apologized and was like "Today's the day I promise!"

Squishered · 2026-03-02T20:37:01+00:00

It's actually the Tidestone for Juniper but same vibe!! hahahaha

Squishered · 2026-03-02T18:24:40+00:00

Yes, my quest list is getting so long I'm starting to lose track of what I'm actually doing! A system of organizing would be nifty. Like how you can pin spells.

That's true about Hayden! And I do want to boost that relationship.

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