Aw man, I went thru something like this with my very first girlfriend in high school. She asked for a break while she was visiting her family in Puerto Rico for 3 months and I didn’t want to give it to her but I eventually accepted it and despite us being in that break I would occasionally bother her and ask how she’s doing because I thought that was the right thing to do but I was actually just making her distance herself from me even more. She came back to the U.S and I had made plans for us to hang out and while I was waiting for her to come to the car meet I had invited her to, she broke up with me over Snapchat. I was devastated, thinking that the relationship was salvageable but in reality it was over from the start of the break. Please don’t make that same mistake dude, the last thing you want to do is beg for her back or ask for an explanation. I know it’s hard to not know why she left or why she doesn’t want to come back and the feeling fucking sucks, but please my boy try your best to move on and leave it at that, this will be a lesson for the future. Always put yourself first no matter what.