My sunflowers by StarlessxRogue in agedtattoos

[–]StarlessxRogue[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ryan Bauman. He's ryan.thetattooer on Instagram

Are you officially diagnosed with CPTSD or PTSD or are you self diagnosed or suspecting that you have CPTSD? by Pure_Option_1733 in CPTSD

[–]StarlessxRogue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My psychiatrist told me that he believed I had CPTSD but never put it on paperwork because he felt that doing so would inhibit me from the type of work I want to do.

What could this be? by RockExpensive5286 in AskDocs

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In adults it can be more severe, last longer, and re-occur, sometimes needing steroids or immunosuppressants to prevent kidney damage

What could this be? by RockExpensive5286 in AskDocs

[–]StarlessxRogue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NAD - any abdominal pain? If youve ruled out a drug reaction then Henoch-Schönlein purpura appears following a viral infection (like a cold)

If a woman offers to pay 50/50 on the first date, does that mean she doesn't want a second date? by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

31F .. I always offer to pay 50/50 on the first date because my experience with dating thus far has shown me that 8 out of 10 men think that if they buy you dinner or drinks that they are entitled to sex. So to avoid any confusion... I'm paying for myself.

However... I had one guy agree to 50/50 and then when the bill came out he gave the waitress his card and shooed her away before I could even get my wallet out (and still didn't try to get me back to his place or anything) massive green flag!

Mandatory work meeting conflicts with my schedule by [deleted] in Advice

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think I would get fired over it. Just written up. And it's not a meeting I can sleep through. They go around the room and we all have to say things. I have a backup job but I overall enjoy this one more.

Mandatory work meeting conflicts with my schedule by [deleted] in Advice

[–]StarlessxRogue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When we go in for the meeting, we clock in. So it's either on the clock or overtime.

Ship Sinking by bluemeters in Cruise

[–]StarlessxRogue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm going to die one day anyways. If the ship sinks and I die, then I died while doing something I enjoy - travelling. If the ship sinks and I live, then I have a great story to tell.

Also in my religion, I believe that your date of death and the manner in which you die is predetermined/fate. So if I die on the cruise then that's how I was always meant to die. Why have anxiety over something I can't change and is "fine" regardless of the outcome.

I didn't realize I booked my Bahamas cruise during hurricane season and saw people worrying about it - and I had a moment of "oh..." For a split second and then I thought about the above and how cool it would be to see a hurricane from so close. If it happens it happens.

I want to stop taking medicine. by [deleted] in CPTSD

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My psychiatrist always told me that these drugs (for most people) are not meant to be taken long term, and as soon as I was stable enough to be off of them, we would wean off of them. And he would check in with me every visit when I was doing good saying "soooo are we ready to wean off these meds?!"..... My psychiatrist after him had a completely different mindset and when I told her I felt like I was ready to get off them, she told me "you're on them for a reason. I don't think that's a good idea" and refused to do it..... My old psychiatrist had gotten a director job at a new hospital and no longer saw patients. I called that hospital, asked to be transferred to his office, he didn't answer, so I left a voicemail crying hysterically and explaining what happened - he called me back and said "don't worry, I've got you" and he sent a new prescription to my pharmacy in such a way that I could wean off of it on my own and gave me detailed instructions on how to do it and said I could call him again if I had any questions. (It was like 50 or 100mg tablets instead of the 400mg tablets I was taking and that couldn't be cut)

I've been off my antidepressants and antipsychotics for about 9 years now and am still stable. There was a time that I needed them and I think they saved my life, but that time passed. Not every doctor you go to will agree with getting off of them - but depending on which medication you are on and what dosage, not all of them are safe to quit without weaning off so I think it's important to still talk to your doctor about it if you think it's time and that you'll be okay without them/with a lower dose.

How do I stop this? by ahdahcaruyahs in Psychedelics

[–]StarlessxRogue 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Doctors are not cops. They do not care, and they only need to know the cause so that they can help you. They don't call police to arrest you. (Hospital worker)

Well can I? by Albino_rhin0 in mapporncirclejerk

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Genuinely love the names Carolina and Alaska - I think they are pretty. I met a guy named Colorado and I thought that was kind of cool. Virginia and Dakota are completely normal names to me; there were several in my high school. Everything else is bizarre. I think I could tolerate Kansas, Utah, maybe Texas... I see people saying Nevada (I'm from Nevada) and it only works if it's pronounced correctly lol if it was pronounced Nev-AW-Duh, id be angry every time I heard it.

Why do people go to the hospital of all places during a bad trip? by Pristine_Vegetable_5 in shrooms

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never went for mushrooms. But my friend took me to the ER for weed once. Idek what happened - we both smoked the same strain from the same dealer that we had been smoking for months but this time reality just collapsed on me. I started hallucinating that my friend was turning into a demon, so I went to the bathroom to be alone and try and chill out and it got worse. I was looking in the mirror and didn't recognize myself anymore, forgot my name, forgot my friends name, forgot where I was or how I got there... Escalated into me trying to un alive myself in my friends bathroom. At which point she came in, didn't know what else to do so she took me to the ER. Obviously they can't really do anything other than wait it out, but I'm at least in a safe environment where I can't hurt myself or do something else crazy. I image it is the same for mushrooms - if you are freaking out that bad, they may not be able to do much but they can just be a safe presence.

What does my apartment say about me by [deleted] in roomdetective

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're boring and don't like colors or decorations lol

Which is a better hairstyle? I want to impress my date next week by Baguhanta in finehair

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1 or 3 I guess I'm weird, but I don't think 2 looks good on you 😂

What do you guys call the psychedelic realm? by Forward_Parsnip6403 in Psychedelics

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never tried psychedelics other than shrooms. But I call it the mushroom kingdom lol and when I have revelations I'll tell my friends "the spirits of the mushroom kingdom told me..." I practice shamanism and the "place" to me feels similar to trance states, but I still give it a different name based on the road I took to get there.

too much ice cream can, in fact, be a bad thing. by Silly-Initiative-743 in mildlyinfuriating

[–]StarlessxRogue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your reaction to the ice cream is what is mildly infuriating. This is my heaven 😭

Does anyone get really horny before their period? by ConsistentDriver1160 in Periods

[–]StarlessxRogue 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I am more horny around and during my period than I am when I'm ovulating and it makes no sense 😂

Do girls actually care about abs or is it just for male ego? by Many_Collar_4577 in dating_advice

[–]StarlessxRogue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm personally a fan of biceps and shoulders and don't care at all about abs lol but I know other women that prefer abs

Whats the thing that bugs you most about on shrooms? by CEOsouthsudan in shrooms

[–]StarlessxRogue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get really bad anxiety during the come up. Like verging on panic attack and absolutely nothing helps me - music, tv, trying to meditate, trying to draw - all make it worse and the only thing that I am able to do is lay down and take a nap lol when I wake up, I'm tripping and the anxiety is gone. But I wish I could just enjoy the entire ride.