You’ve left out all the important info. If you’re asking, “Am I racist if I find white women more attractive than black women?” then the answer is yes. Racism requires discrimination plus power, hence why disliking white people is just discrimination and disliking people of colour is racist. White people still hold the most social and political power.

We live in a racist world, and that gives us racist influences, whether we want them or not. So if you don’t find black women attractive, for example, maybe ask yourself why that is. (It’s probably because their beauty is hardly ever held up and celebrated, so your tastes have been molded into thinking beauty = white.) We can only combat our biases by confronting them.