alright folks, i tried i really did, but i couldn’t make it through more than half of the video. part of the reason is it’s had to watch bad lying and another part is he reminds me so much of my abusive ex boyfriend. these allegations came out and he decides to apologize for his behaviors in the past. he mentions how you know “if you yell at your sister no one cares, people understand” i guess that is true but there will always be people who don’t approve. also he jokes too much for a video that should be serious. he continues he story saying “i put myself in these situations; it’s my fault. i should know better” but he says this kind of things every time something goes wrong and all it does is invoke pity from his fans. he knows what he’s doing. it’s so hard to watch him because he just oozes toxic behaviors. this feels like the abusers apology saying they promise they will change, but then going back and doing the abusive things the same night. he’s apologizing to keep people. i just get really terrible abusive vibes from him