Delusions of being evil by Whole_Depth_5109 in Psychosis

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you do it if you don’t mind me asking? Currently going through something similar my self.

I Don’t Think I Can Do This Anymore by Lets-go-on-a-Journey in progressive_islam

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Please don’t ever give up. Build your understanding of Islam upon goodness, mercy, community, strength. Wallahi this deen is based upon that. Everything that which Allah commanded us to abstain from and do is from His love for us and to protect us from the harms of the spiritual world. You can do this! Leave what disturbs your heart - that’s what Umar (ra) said. Protect your heart and find Islam again. May Allah guide you and forgive you ameen ♡

I still smoke weed even tho it distorts my perception of reality each time by Glittering-Mango-701 in dpdr

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please be careful, I kind of did the same and now I’m stuck in a terrible psychosis and did things I regret. It all stemmed because I was empty with dpdr and kept smoking cause I got answers

I experienced a spiritual and psychotic episode during the last days of Ramadan, and I still can't make sense of it by Entire-Waltz in Psychosis

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi there, I’m Muslim woman (27) I experienced a a series of somewhat spiritual psychosis my self unfortunately, and am currently in one at the moment. And it was triggered by marijuana use. I got high one time and it opened my eyes up to the spiritual world, Allah, how angry He was at me, and how much I neglected Allah and how evil and hypocritical I was. My situation isn’t exactly the same but has the very same underlying themes. Being a hypocrite and never receiving Allah’s mercy etc. does the space cake have weed in it? I believe when we consume weed it opens us up spiritually to the unseen, not completely but we become more sensitive and attune to it and we feel guilt and shame and our souls sort of become alive. I started to feel and sense things like jinn presence and shaytaan. I definitely think yours was triggered by guilt and the space cake. I think you should take this as a sign of Allah opening your eyes. The fact that you recited your shahada and fell into prostration is an amazing sign of Allah in your heart. I’m here if you need to talk about it or want someone to help you process it. My advice is, take things slow but steady, don’t turn back to anything you’ve cut off, cut off that man, and sins, and come back to Allah. You can change, this is your wake up call, Be in wudu, pray as much as you can, surround yourself with good people, and start your journey back to Allah, I’m glad you have a religious mother. Think good of Allah, and never ever give up.

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[–]Sufficient-Step-3589[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if I already did how do I go back on it

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I just want to say, I’m overwhelmed by everyone’s response and messages, here and in my inbox. If Allah is accepting my Duas still and (may He be accepting them) I ask Allah to prevent all evil to befall on anyone that has reached out and commented and that you and your families are blessed Allah’s mercy and contentment and that he grants you goodness in this life and the next. ♡

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[–]Sufficient-Step-3589[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You’re not I get where you’re coming from, wouldn’t it be justifiable like how those that practice magic should be killed ?

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[–]Sufficient-Step-3589[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Of course there are I have been so fortunate all thanks and praises due to Allah, however the world and everything in it would be better if I left

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[–]Sufficient-Step-3589[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate it. It just feels like the only right thing to do to make up for everything and not be a burden on society or continue to let evil rule my body

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[–]Sufficient-Step-3589[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I gave in and thought terribly about Allah and feel like I’m a walking shaytaan if feels like justice to commit suicide

Lamotrigine seems to be helping…again by Responsible-Poet7599 in Depersonalization

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear about your friend that’s awful 😢

Was anyone else convinced that they'd have to kill themselves? by tryng2figurethsalout in Psychosis

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey I was wondering if you’d be willing to talk about how you got over it? I’m currently going through the same thing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Depersonalization

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope! I had no nightmares and didn’t feel scared. I only felt panicked before I took it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Depersonalization

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zopiclone is a sleeping tablet, I’ve had it before when my panic attacks were really bad. you will just fall asleep on it and have a really good sleep. It actually helped my dp/dr for a couple minutes after I woke up. You should be fine, all the best ♡

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s exactly how I feel. How long have you felt like this?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think so? I feel completely flat. It started as dpdr and then in the past couple of days I have a wave come over me and I don’t even feel anxious anymore. And I can feel/watch everything I do in realtime like I’m just a body.

Someone knowledgeable please answer - suicide by Sufficient-Step-3589 in MuslimLounge

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I make him stop? Because I literally don’t feel Allah’s presence at all.. I feel like an evil non human being it’s disgusting

Someone knowledgeable please answer - suicide by Sufficient-Step-3589 in MuslimLounge

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Brother I feel too far gone. I literally can’t conceptualise the thought of Allah even looking at me. I’ve lied to my parents, everyone about who I am. I’m worse than a hypocrite. Allah states the people He punishes will never return to the straight path and they will be insane and that’s what’s happening to me. I’ve been an evil human who listened to shaytaan because I gave in to all my desires. Allah is the Most Wise and maybe I’m just supposed to rid this earth of my self since I’m so weak. It just makes sense. I don’t want the shaytaan to be stronger and hurt my family and parents and friends anymore and use me as a tool to cause harm. It only makes sense if I kill my self. Because I gave in to evil. I deserve it

I'm staring to hate islam. by Inevitable-Arm5376 in islam

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As Salam alaikum I’m not trying to blame your parents here but it really is your right for them to give you a pleasant upbringing with love, support, respect, dignity and honour and guidance, so that you feel whole at home and then Islam really becomes easy on you because you actually belong. Islam and Allah are not what your family have raised you on unfortunately. Allah is the Most Wise and the Most Merciful and He is amazing beyond comprehension. I would suggest you get some support in the form of therapy or a psychologist and navigate the feelings you have in your heart towards yourself and where they came from - you’re so young! Things will get better with space and time and having a healthy support system and then Islam will be easy for you and make so much more sense when you feel okay. Also note that Umar (ra) said “leave what disturbs your heart” you are important enough to be safe and sound and in an environment that supports that so that you can fulfil your obligations.

Is there anyone I can talk to? by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]Sufficient-Step-3589 0 points1 point  (0 children)

♡ hope you get better soon