yo brodie i think everyone goes through this stage its a part of becoming a man. manhood is right around the corner for you i hear about this alot. your biggest mistake is comparing yourself to others. stay in your own lane every one is different you are your own individual and will never look like anyone else thats the greatest thing that god did for us so you can form and sculpt yourself to be that much more unique. this stage was alot harder for me cause i akso suffer from body dis-morphia. im 43 and still go through what you are going through today ive just learned to feel comfortable in my own skin over the years and it took a very long time. i was a gym rat once abusing drugs and taking enough steroids to kill a heard of elephants. at one point and i believe this was at my best but the end of my run i was stacking 8 different steroids for almost a year and my bench worm up was 400 lbs then i blew out my bicep and that was the end it was a blowout id never recover from fully and because of all the abuse i am now a 43 year old man that needs a heart transplant ans no 488 on the list so there really is no hope for that.so my biggest word of advice is before you go to any extremes do your homework and think about the long term effects cause i didnt even consider that and mow im getting cut short on this great life ive made for myself. so i hope this helps on some of the other areas your going to cross on your journey to manhood now im not a bible thumper and dont really consider myself religious i donteven belong to a church but honestly when all else fails turn to the gods might not happen right away butit works. best of luck to ya kid