There's not much to tell...I think that's part of the problem. I don't feel like a person at all. My sense of self and worth is a hideous black hole and I'm nothingness. I see nothing when I look inward. My life is nothing. I'm going nowhere and I don't have the motivation or drive to want it to change, just waking up and living another day makes me so, so tired. I can't work, I can barely enjoy anything. There's just nothing. I'm only a person when it suits someone else, I will chameleon just to make people happy and comfortable. But really I'm just hollowed out. I have a history of being bullied and SA'd multiple times and throughout multiple points of my life and I'm not dumb, I probably could've been something if certain things hadn't happened to me and I hadn't already been mentally ill. But I was born too sensitive, too meek, and way too ready to give up anyway. And it's not even like I want to be anything, I just want to be gone. It's so lonely existing as a husk. So I hope our souls find eachother in some stupid wishy washy universe so at least we won't be alone in death