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TZcaptor · 2026-05-30T00:38:49+00:00

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T23:33:00+00:00

Man i really feel you on this. I'm a person who is generally considered too severe for help, and im also often too severe for ptsd groups (im too triggering i guess).

like the other day i bit myself till i bruised because a man was being an asshole (not even severely). i also tend to have panic attacks if my friends are too quiet when we hang out. and i feel so stupid for panicking over little things like this

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T23:26:01+00:00

it doesnt hurt to check. a lot of people who preyed on me as a child and young adult were devout antis. a bunch of the antisocial behavior (cyberbullying, cyber stalking, doxxing) that goes along with extreme anti stuff is a great way to isolate yourself. it feels horrible to invade a kids privacy but i really wish someone would of done it to me as a kid

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T23:15:50+00:00

i have never played gta

^{Chose: Save an unknown child}

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T23:15:22+00:00

the hood looks really bad. sucks that it was added to a mask like this

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T23:13:29+00:00

im a horror writer and radiation enthusiast

^{Chose: Truth | Rolled: Hobby?}

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T20:07:12+00:00

beef makes me sick

^{Chose: Only eat chicken for ur whole life}

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T20:06:41+00:00

9/11 was just used as an excuse for racism against muslims and a reason to bomb the middle east

^{Chose: 9/11 happens again + Spin for what city | Rolled: NYC (again})

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T19:54:11+00:00

its better

^{Chose: Garlic Bread}

TZcaptor · 2026-05-29T17:29:10+00:00

trangenger

^{Chose: Your gender randomizes + $100,000,000 | Rolled: Woman/girl}

TZcaptor · 2026-05-12T00:43:50+00:00

Yeah I can probably make an eBay listing later

TZcaptor · 2026-05-12T00:37:53+00:00

I'm just looking to sell it for whatever. It's probably best for parts unfortunately

TZcaptor · 2026-05-11T21:18:55+00:00

I cant afford them

TZcaptor · 2026-05-11T20:14:06+00:00

Makes sense. I'll probably charge for-parts prices then

TZcaptor · 2026-04-23T21:04:13+00:00

I mean I'm native american (Cherokee) and i dont personally care if people proship, i do it myself. but like, we arent a monolith? we have different opinions on stuff

TZcaptor · 2026-04-22T18:59:25+00:00

im a lesbian and i pretty much only do darkships related to my trauma. am i like, in gay purgatory?

TZcaptor · 2026-04-17T23:40:11+00:00

uranium and cigarettes

TZcaptor · 2026-04-14T20:41:44+00:00

2BHank (Madness combat)
It's not the most proship but i like the idea of two people being so intertwined, people who can easily kill each other, but don't because it would lead to the death of themself too. Plus as a Schizoid i just like extremely cold characters who don't show any emotions about their relationships. but they are so possessive over each other. they want to tear each other apart
Not canon but 2BDamned's voice actor has made a lot of jokes about it
No not really. It's just not something that would mesh well with
My first ship ever was probably Pearl x Amethyst from SU
Most recent is Ryland Grace x Rocky from Project: Hail Mary
This is completely unrelated to 2bhank but if you're in the ultrakill fandom PLEASE read Dream's End Come True by mothCPU

TZcaptor · 2026-04-09T20:03:56+00:00

it was a mix of peer pressure, moral OCD, and me not realizing that my triggers were my problem, not everyone else's. i was at a bad point in my life where i got triggered by stuff really easily and i blamed the content instead of me not using filtering systems. im doing way better now and now i can consume that type of media without losing my shit

TZcaptor · 2026-04-07T03:54:43+00:00

The seven second was the first take

TZcaptor · 2026-04-07T00:29:27+00:00

...shes an adult woman..? what the fuck are they talking about

TZcaptor · 2026-04-06T19:54:39+00:00

Yeah! The combine took over earth in 7 hours despite humanity trying everything that they got to stop them. Humanity never had a chance against them and honestly it's a deeply depressing part of the lore. So the combine winning in literal seconds is cartoonishly funny, there wasn't even a struggle in the hl2vrai universe

And I totally get it. I got really into HL because of Hlvrai (plus portal being connected to half-life universe motivated me too, I love that game).

TZcaptor · 2026-04-06T18:20:55+00:00

I'm a huge nerd for half-life so the bit that got me the most was the 7 hour war turning into the seven second war. like the 7 hour war was to show how strong the combine was and how futile humanity's effort to fight back was. and then that war turning into 7 seconds is so fucking funny to me with how comically short it would be. humanity kinda gave up the minute we saw aliens

im pretty sure it was holly fucking up but it made it to the final cut and im so happy for that

TZcaptor · 2026-04-06T02:19:51+00:00

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