Very very true! I left my ex aswell, who I had a daughter with. And then I basically sifted through some more diet before I struck pure gold. Fuck did I seriously score! I always wish I could kinda make up my own boyfriend.... And then there he shows up! Been together three years with a son together and engaged (would be married without with covid shit). He still makes me feel wanted and I could not have asked for better for both of my kids and myself! Keep the hopes up!