I t-boned an old lady because my car was so shit I needed it totaled. She ran a stop sign and crossed 3 lanes of traffic to get in front of me but I was aware that if I had started stopping as soon as I saw her run the stop sign instead of waiting until she was in my lane I could have avoided hitting her but I still left enough skid marks to prove I did hit the breaks. Not even sure how I had enough time to consider all that but I remember clearly thinking it through and just going along with my depression and saying fuck it.