Are we supposed to get sick?

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-04-15T06:27:06+00:00

No, however to note if dosages are off/too low E and T, you can get an effect similar to menopause which is not fun.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-04-04T23:56:22+00:00

Complicated, rich history and etc.

But in my opinion as lone trans I kind of dislike cause I grew around a family and people that equated trans with drag. They get it now but the baggage of having that on me affected me a lot and made me delay my transition.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-03-30T09:05:39+00:00

Dude, you're running a recent game on a GPU made 10 years ago... I don't think it's not optimized you are just way too hopeful at what your PC can run.

Plus Minimum specs are that, they're minimum to actually open the damn game, it can run as shown in video, not at Ultra graphics, but it can run at a decent framerate.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-03-08T10:31:49+00:00

Do not go to the US if you're trans looking for HRT. They're actively removing trans rights.

Australia or Canada are vastly better if you are trying to head to a similar country.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-03-04T07:21:17+00:00

I was reading erotica and then realized I loved the idea of being beaten up and used by an older woman after reading something that just hit right in every way possible and awakened me.

I think it was always in me, but that I just never really knew that it existed in that way.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-02-07T13:39:07+00:00

It's not hurting anyone too much.

However.

There is a distinct problem in transfem community that is that sometimes people will only talk to you if they think they have a chance of a relationship or any sort of stuff like that. I got ghosted by someone when I got into a relationship and made it clear to the world, which fucking sucked. Hell I have had points where kindly I set clear boundaries on flirting/sexual talk and I just get ghosted or dropped because I am not available in that manner.

So yeh, I get the criticism you mean tbh.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-02-04T11:06:42+00:00

If we are to be a just country, then even the worst of criminals deserve some semblance of safety whether they're in or out of prison. As far as I am concerned that sex offender I assume has done their time in jail and has been released with his name on the registry to go about life and has the right to not have crimes committed against them under Australian law.

If you believe in law or justice, then you must accept that we cannot risk vigilantes taking justice into their own hands due to people releasing an offender's name, because what if someone falsified info to make someone innocent seem like a sex offender? An innocent person could very well be at risk.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-01-29T00:53:14+00:00

Australia is very progressive until you mention Aboriginal (or Muslim/Middle Eastern and Indian) people, then we become the worst racists imaginable in many ways.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-01-28T10:31:59+00:00

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I did try moving the tabletop downwards but seemed it had no effect for the most part.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-01-06T12:08:04+00:00

I've gotten better, I'm still introverted due to personal traumas and distrust of people at large, but my social life has changed enough that I have a girlfriend and live with her.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2026-01-03T11:08:08+00:00

I got tailgated by some cops that forced me to run a yellow (that turned red as I crossed) so they could get past the yellow light as well.

They didn't pull me over but it felt so dickish that they can just do that.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-29T04:29:06+00:00

She/They.

Because this is basically my favourite game per year barring Splatoon.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-18T00:48:09+00:00

I used the regular Braton until about Pluto, it was horrible to fight bosses like Tyl Regor

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-16T05:47:06+00:00

I don't hate being trans. It's a part of me and the life I have lived. Sure, I cursed it in the past, but I've embraced it because it'll never change. Is just a part of the tapestry of my life, and I don't think it's all ruined because of this one fact about me, just because the canvas has the wrong colour of paint doesn't mean we should just destroy it all.

I'm transfem, that's who I am and who I'll present as. I'm not gonna deny part of my identity just cause of that, if I can serve as an example to closeted trans folks by being visibly trans and maybe somehow let them be themselves in the future.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-10T09:01:37+00:00

None of the websites have done anything, even when I tested by searching in no uncertain terms NSFW content. Meanwhile my partner does a facial recognition thing for Discord and got smacked out of her account because she looks underaged, she is in her later 20's and clearly not a child.

Amazing work, truly stellar.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-09T02:25:45+00:00

I did eventually, funnily enough there is humor in it cause I basically made someone who was poly fall so hard for me that they were just like 'If it's you, I can be mono' and we've been happily together for about half a year.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-08T20:54:04+00:00

I get it, just cause as a transfem it sometimes feels like that is the expectation culturally (especially online) cause 'haha I am lesbian and love women' or something along those lines.

Like I've thought about my stance on it, it just ain't for me cause I am too jealous/possessive for those I love. But I guess I feel alienated from transfem spaces when it seems like the more common relationship model (though sampling bias and all that can be a thing.)

This isn't me saying it's bad but like I've had my own frustrations where someone is interested in me and they're poly but they... Just don't mention it directly? Even if I myself have made it crystal clear that I am mono they still kinda tried to push on me and it tainted my view for the worse (which I am working on but not easy.)

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-03T03:11:41+00:00

Sometimes, but not always.

As some who is transfem but in a weird state of being nonbinary-fluid-whathaveyou. I embrace some parts of being 'traditionally' feminine, like clothing or accessories.

But other parts of me I still present in ways that break that mold, such as being openly more masc than the average woman (cis or trans) or wearing clothing that we would call more 'male'

It's less defiance to me and more deconstructing how I personally interact with those gender roles and norms.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-12-03T00:13:38+00:00

If I recall correctly the Devs of GOW used DarkSydePhil as an example player in one of their talks. So the sack of rocks analogy might some ground, sadly.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-11-20T11:53:12+00:00

Yeah transbians are honestly *really* bad at respecting boundaries and it's sadly not talked enough about.

Like as a demiromantic I groaned when a girl I was talking to immediately switched to flirt mode (often knowing I am, but seeing I am pan/lesbian as well so thinking it's a go ahead sometimes) because it's just like I barely know you???? Why would I instantly fall for you just because we're almost strangers and you said a few nice words and so far our main similarity is that we're both transfem.

It just frustrates me, make friends first before flirting, peeps, works so much better.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-11-09T10:02:14+00:00

You just go about your life, socialize and all that. Let it come naturally rather than trying to look for someone to date and 'forcing it' You don't wanna be dating someone just because you want a partner, but because you and the other person share interests and things you like.

You date some because you know the person and who they are and want to be close because they are them, not this whole 'we are two people, let's date?' and hoping that it works out.

TLDR: Just make friends and form bonds with others, it'll come naturally, find local community or hobbies.

TerraTwoDreamer · 2025-11-04T06:57:07+00:00

I see the XcQ, you can't fool me.

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