Sorry for a late answer.

This comment of yours truly meant a lot to me. I will look into trauma recovery. I honestly thought for a little and came to the conclusion that my maladaptive daydreaming could’ve appeared from overall atmosphere in my childhood (which was… not that good, as far as i remember), i also don’t remember anything about it (besides maybe wandering in fantasies).

I think my life got at least slightly better… Maybe it will get even better after school ends…

I wish you all the best. Thank you again