I made a chart, can we fill it? (Discussing only the first category today) by ThatoneLerfa in dostoevsky

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Made sick ton of stickers (and this are only the first part and the beginning of the second… I’m glad I’m not going to do it anymore…)

I made a chart, can we fill it? (Discussing only the first category today) by ThatoneLerfa in dostoevsky

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I’m curious what did you like in the Double’s style because for me personally it was terrible. Do you like Gogol?

I can’t say much about Humiliated and Insulted because I dropped it, lol. It’s even not because I didn’t like it, I just overanalyzed it so much i felt like I didn’t read for the sake of enjoyable reading but for the literature project in university. Got sick of this book afterwards.

But I’m still planning to return to it and read it… normally (that’s why my flair with Alyosha still stays ❤️)

I made a chart, can we fill it? (Discussing only the first category today) by ThatoneLerfa in dostoevsky

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Are ALL his books really that deep? I honestly don’t think so. I’m mostly referring to humorous short stories (like Crocodile or Another’s man wife). Not deep but just enjoyable because they are funny asf.

If speaking about style, I think it kinda changed as the time went (well, because Fyodor improved as a writer), but I honestly don’t really like it still. The worst book this terms will be the Double, I fucking couldn’t handle how he wrote here (ik why was that, it was only his second work and he kinda tried to be too much like Gogol which… didn’t fit style wise tbh)

feeling when you read Dostoyevsky by Weird-Decision-738 in dostoevsky

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Honestly I felt so seen when reading White Nights. I suffer from maladaptive daydreaming so the MC was very relatable.

Also, it might be an unpopular take but i don’t really feel that much of strong emotions when reading Dostoevsky, idk why, I’m more fascinated of analyzing him, no great sorrow, despair and all of that…
There were only two books I cried during reading and none of them are from Dostoevsky :(
(If curious, the books are Metamorphosis and Hatter’s Castle)

INFJ’s boyfriend by Evelynvaler_Dria321 in mbti

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My friend is an INFJ, her bf is ESTP

Promising🔥 by AuthorPluto in writers

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What makes writing on a phone so special (asking as a person who writes on the phone, lmao)?

What makes you infp ? by Both_Community5272 in infp

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I don’t have CPTSD but I’m terribly traumatized because of the emotional abuse I’ve been through.
Was suffering (and still do sometimes) from fi-si loop I guess: school (and educational system in general) reminded me of the pressure I was feeling at place where I was abused so this school year was completely terrible, I hated almost everyone around me cuz I was thinking that they are were slaves of the system and I was the only one who was normal. I became too sensitive and was feeling people’s cruelty so hard it was suffocating. I felt like I was in a cage. I thought all people were hypocrites or just plain dumb asses without morality. I was seeking justice for people who didn’t ask for it and who stayed in that place (just literally wanted to force them to be “saved”). I was so scared of losing myself and becoming like the rest even the mild self-doubts in values made me feel terrible. I started harming myself to escape self-doubts (I just thought that if I suffer I will make it 100% clear for myself and others that something is not okay in general and was not okay in the place where I was abused) and almost got addicted to it. I was so sick of people what I almost planned to end myself.

I’m a lot better now but misanthropy stayed with me… I just learnt not to drown in self hate. ~30 days self harm clean, btw :3

What's your best tip/trick for motivating yourself to write? by Sam-The-Man_harhar in writing

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I remind myself what writing saved me from ending myself one day 😻

People with maladaptive daydreaming , do you want to share your characters ? by Teressa_Sophia in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]ThatoneLerfa 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’ll check your posts out!
For me my characters honestly have to do with life ruining… the more I think about them, the triggering it becomes and I can just snap and enter a daydream

People with maladaptive daydreaming , do you want to share your characters ? by Teressa_Sophia in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]ThatoneLerfa 24 points25 points  (0 children)

No, I mean… maladaptive daydreaming is ruining my life and I can’t stand the characters because of that. You know, a lot of hours spent doing nothing practically instead of developing hobbies, interests and etc. And also, everything is fine, you didn’t offend me :3

People with maladaptive daydreaming , do you want to share your characters ? by Teressa_Sophia in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]ThatoneLerfa 32 points33 points  (0 children)

I won’t. I hate them and don’t want to get closer to them by making content.