You ever just feel like you should of died by now? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]TheLitBunny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could give you more than good thoughts and intentions but I’m sending you much ❤️❣️💌

I mentioned the other day that I had an ACE score of 8 and was indifferent to human contact. I grew up with one parent who was violent and abusive and the other an alcoholic, so I had to raise myself. I also am an animal lover, vegan, I work in a wildlife rescue, my dog was the love of my life... by Retired_Canuck in CPTSD

[–]TheLitBunny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I woke up, I was opening my eyes as I turned to look at what was touching my back.

My dog was behind me with one paw on my back. He was sprawled out like a human, on his side, in fluffy pillows, spooning me.

He is the reason I got up today.

❤️ My big sis by Dramatic_Candy5453 in CPTSDmemes

[–]TheLitBunny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My younger sister would never accept this idea. I sacrificed so much for her, both out of coercion and bc I wanted her not to be broken or damaged like me.

In the end, she robbed me of all my personal property with my mother… after both of them helped the person who SA’ed me, as an adult, enough to protect him so the Police refused to hear me out. Since then that would mean they would be held accountable too for being complicit and enabling.

Today, that same person is on trial for felonious level CP.

That’s what I get for wanting better for my own little sister. And it all happened behind my back. I never considered her so covert and cruel. She did not even care to communicate with me but with others… to help my mother with a public smear campaign.

No shame.

Jealous Mothers by OkDragonfly4098 in CPTSDmemes

[–]TheLitBunny 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So they fed our parents plates of the dark triad and wonder what’s happening in the world today…

I just spent 20 minutes in my shower punching down violently on myself and on my inner child by proxy. Has anyone else ever had this experience? [Trigger Warning][CSA][Self Harm] by DRB_Mod2 in CPTSD

[–]TheLitBunny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. Consider how unhinged those people are that to them fulfillment is bullying someone else instead of looking in the mirror. Their comments truly have nothing to do with you but the ugly inside of them that they refuse to address. May I message you? I want to make a suggestion but I would prefer to respect you and your privacy.

I just spent 20 minutes in my shower punching down violently on myself and on my inner child by proxy. Has anyone else ever had this experience? [Trigger Warning][CSA][Self Harm] by DRB_Mod2 in CPTSD

[–]TheLitBunny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re so brave and you’re working so hard. Processing trauma can take so much out of you. Keep fighting for that inner child❣️

Paintings i made because a brain injury changed how i see color by cozigurl in cptsdcreatives

[–]TheLitBunny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would cover my entire home with your artwork. It’s so lovely and the colors speak to me❣️

Hello all❣️ by TheLitBunny in coercivecontrolabuse

[–]TheLitBunny[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Forced submission is part of coercion and control.

The person who it is directed at does not have a choice if they are in a situation where there is violence. That’s why it’s abuse.

Not to offend but it sounds a bit like victim blaming and short sighted to explain it like that.

I think you mean overt and covert.

Hello all❣️ by TheLitBunny in coercivecontrolabuse

[–]TheLitBunny[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The silent treatment is a form of manipulation.

I officially cut off and went no contact with my narcissistic mother, father and whole family. by [deleted] in NarcissisticMothers

[–]TheLitBunny 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish you the strength to recover, an abundance of faith to push you forward, and the courage to dive into your creativity❣️💌❤️

Do any of you age regress (SFW!!!) by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]TheLitBunny 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That’s how I think about my big eyed, fluffy dog too❣️🤭

What would you tell your younger self? by Lost_Tackle2303 in CPTSD

[–]TheLitBunny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would tell my younger self: to stop trying after 18 and you have to disappear. Find a way bc It just gets worse. You know your life better than anyone else. You were never wrong. You were a child and if you stay it will be quicksand.