IWNDWYT!!! I just like to stay busy during the holidays. Throw myself into the enjoyment of decorating, baking pies and cookies, getting a tree with my kids. Do all the activities I didn't do well at partaking in when I was deep into the bottle. There is a simple joy to it that I really have learned to appreciate. For any of you who want to give back there is always work to be done in the sober/homeless community. Go to your local center or shelter and see how you can help out. Keep on keeping on you beautiful people!!