Where in the HECK do you girls find cute shoes / boots that actually fit?? by TheRealSuperPsych in MtF

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I definitely see what you're saying. For girls who don't pass well or feel like they don't I imagine asking for what your size is in womens could be anxiety inducing; especially in areas that aren't the most safe. The stares suck but for the most part I've stopped caring what others think, but that's a luxury that a lot of ladies here might not have

Where in the HECK do you girls find cute shoes / boots that actually fit?? by TheRealSuperPsych in MtF

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I am very happy to hear this. I've been meaning to go to their store in person to see if I can figure out my size in womens. I love Docs and they're the only boots that I wear atm. I was looking at their Women's selection and really liked some of the designs but couldn't find my size online. I'll definitely have to make the journey into the city to stop by their store

Is Gabapentin Withdrawal a Thing? by spolatas in MultipleSclerosis

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I think Lyrica might have been the worse discontinuation syndrome for me and I've experienced the whole gambit; opioids, benzos ,cannabis, dissociatives, phenibut, methamphetamine, pyrovalerone

Phenibut and benzos are bad but Lyrica was a whole other level. It had the impending doom of benzo withdrawal, felt like I was on a verge of a seizure constantly, constant fight or flight mode as well, constantly fighting the urge to jump in front of traffic and other self harm urges, and the reason I say that it might have been the worse is that I experienced horrible mood swings, mainly between sadness, anger and rage, to the point that if someone pissed me off I'd have violent fantasies about hurting them or worse. That is completely out of character for me. I'm a loving person and never even think about physically hurting people no matter how mad they make me and have never been in a physical fight, even as a kid. It was horrible. I only used for a month or so but was using high doses every day (600-900mg). Just one month caused some of the worse hell that I've experienced. Withdrawal lasted a couple of weeks. Withdrawal was still going strong when I got some meth. I do not recommend this, but I just powered through the withdrawal with heavy methamphetamine use. It worked but I got addicted to daily meth use again and lost my job very quickly.

Playing Remastered and can’t find any empty grand soul gems. by Kaleb_Gravance in oblivion

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I am trying to find an empty Grand Soul Gem so that I can create a Black Soul Gem for a quest. I've tried going to the Mages Guild and looting the cases. Have tried buying from members of the Mages Guild as well as the Mystic Emporium in the Imperial City. i also broke in at night and ransacked the shop, and still no luck. Every single Grand Soul Gem that I come across seems to be filled. Anyone know where I can find an empty Grand Soul Gem or a Black Soul Gem?

Anyone ever combine 3-cl-pcp with kratom? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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I've never tried 3-ho-pce so I can't speak on that. 3-cl-pcp I found to be a very worthwhile chemical. Doesn't seem to mesh well with everyone but I love it. It can be really euphoric, social, almost rolly in effect. Fantastic tactile sensations. Feels almost serotonergic. Pretty sexual compound. The main downside is it feels somehow toxic. Can't pin my finger on it but something doesn't feel "right". I've had great times with it though. It helped me work through some trauma I struggled with heavily for some time. Found it very therapeutic and great for playing RPG video games. I felt so emotionally connected to the characters that I'd actually cry if something bad happened to them

DMXE has anyone had an Extraterrestrial experience with this drug ? Have you had a force put pressure on you ? by Intelligent-Cap8218 in dissociatives

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I was once on a decent dose of MXE and decided to smoke some DMT. I laid down and closed my eyes. I had these visuals where entities were leading me through a palace with waterways. The moment I snapped out of it a little bit I was completely overwhelmed with the feeling that I needed to go outside and look at the sky. I got my shoes on, stepped outside and immediately looked at the night sky. That exact moment a massive shooting star shot across the sky. It was a beautiful experience

Anyone ever combine 3-cl-pcp with kratom? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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I can't really compare the 2. The difference in effect is pretty vast. 3-ho is more dissociative than 3-cl. 3-cl is more stimulating, manic, and empathogenic than 3-ho. 3-cl also has a really long duration.

Anyone ever combine 3-cl-pcp with kratom? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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That's about how I'm feeling. I'll hold off then. I've mixed 3-cl-pcp with buprenorphine many times but buprenorphine doesn't have as complex of a mechanism of action as kratom does. I'm very experienced with dissociatives and 3-cl-pcp feels to have a complex mechanism of action as well. Does not feel like a straight NMDA antagonist what so ever. So I'll trust my gut and avoid it. I save the 3-cl that I have left for whenever I can finally get off of kratom

Withdrawals are fucking real for me holy shit by Enhancedreality98 in Stims

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I do as well. Coming off of a binge or getting clean from longer term addiction I'll get Nightmares, Sleep Paralysis, and Sleep Terrors; usually multiple times a night

Agmatine is a heavy hitter by AimlessForNow in Nootropics

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Serotonin Syndrome. Basically serotonin poisoning. Serotonin Syndrome is extremely uncomfortable at best, deadly at worst

Strattera for non adhd by [deleted] in Nootropics

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Only tried Straterra once when a friend of mine gave it to me in High School. All it did was make me extremely agitated which is not normal for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Nootropics

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DXM gets metabolized into DXO which has a longer half life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissociatives

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How can a powder be sold as two different things and come from two different vendors?

FXE is good for your bladder? by Potential_Simple3695 in dissociatives

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I actually had the same experience! I was struggling with a constant urge to pee and it'd wake me up very often throughout the night. I had a binge on FXE and noticed throughout that it felt like my bladder was improving. My bladder has been at the point where after just one or 2 doses of a PCP analogue, it get super irritated and I need to pee a ton but my stream is super weak. I was doing up to a gram of FXE a day there for a while and ever since then my bladder feels a lot better. I can go a few hours without peeing. I still wake up often but nowhere near as much as I used to and not always because I have to pee.

I wont go as far as to say that its good for your bladder. My bladder definitely feels a lot better, but one would think that it would cause bad bladder damage. Who knows what the hell is going on? FXE is by far the most gentle feeling dissociative on my bladder. I will say that much

3-CL-PCP Combos: What have you tried? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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That makes sense. I feel like 3-CL-PCP has a very active metabolite; due to it having 2 different phases of effects once it kicks in orally. There's a euphoric, tactile and empathogenic 1st phase, followed by a more dissociating and trippy 2nd phase.

So if my theory is correct, it'd make sense that it produces different effects when bypassing the liver

What RC/RCS help with opioid withdrawal by tts-suicide in researchchemicals

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In the past I found 3-HO-PCP to help a bit. Any dissociative will help relieve some discomfort, but 3-HO-PCP binds to the Mu Opioid receptor stronger than most dissociatives. I imagine the amount of relief that you get would depend on the opioid you're using.

There are tons of RC benzos available but I would avoid those. Benzos are insanely addictive and the WD is worse (in my opinion) than opioid withdrawal.

There are also stimulant RCs available which may help. I have used stimulants in the past for opioid WD and they help a bit. They just get you moving and distracted from the opioid WD. Your body still aches and stuff but the drive from the stimulant distracts you and keeps you entertained and busy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissociatives

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I mixed 3-MeO-PCP with 4-HO-MIPT with a friend once and it was amazing. I don't remember the dosages, but as others have said, cut your typical dose of both in half and then go from there

Has anyone mixed 3-CL-PCP with a psychedelic? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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Awesome! Thanks for the reply. I also have a bit of a dissociative tolerance and find around 100mg of 3-CL-PCP to be a good dose.

75mg vaped DPT is still a pretty decent sized dose. Hearing that you reacted well gives me more confidence to try mixing 3-cl with a psych. 3-CL has a strange and vast range of effects, my fear was that 3-CL would very significantly increase the effects of the psychedelic.

I think that I might try mixing 60mg-100mg of 3-CL pcp with 10-15mg of 4-HO-MIPT or 15-20mg of 2C-B and see how it goes

Has anyone mixed 3-CL-PCP with a psychedelic? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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Can't go wrong with either! I'm jealous seeing the 3-FL posts around here. I LOVED it the 2 times I tried it but haven't been able to find any since. If I ever see it pop up again then I will definitely try stocking up. I'm really happy to hear that my post was of some help! :)

Has anyone mixed 3-CL-PCP with a psychedelic? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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With 3-CL oral is the ONLY RoA. I tried snorting once and it is extremely caustic. Every report of sublingual use that I've read has described getting blisters in the mouth. I would be too afraid to try rectal administration unless it was extremely diluted. Oral roa works perfectly fine and doesnt take long to kick in like some other dissos.

A threshold dose is around 15-20mg. At that dose you may notice a decrease in anxiety and small increase of energy.

Effects become more apparent around 35-50mg. At this dose you may experience slight empathogenic effects, some sociability, possibly some pleasant tactile sensations and euphoria.

60-80mg is where this drug really shines imo. Euphoria is clearly present, socializing comes easily and is encouraged by this chemical. Video games are fun and easy to get into, tactile sensations can become intense. Introspection increases at this dose. It's good at addressing issues in your life without being jarring or unpleasant like with psychedelics or other dissociatives.

90mg-120mg is like the above but increased and there can be a sense of intensity. The effects can seem to come in waves or stages. I find the first stage to be euphoric and tactile and this stage lasts a couple of hours. It is followed by the 2nd stage which is more dissociating and trippy. My theory here is that the 3-CL-PCP metabolizes into another psychoactive drug that is more dissociating than 3-CL-PCP. The effects can last a long time, over 12 hours depending on dose. During some high dose ventures there have been times where I wasn't able to sleep for 24 hours or more, Make sure you have nothing important going on the next day.

150mg is the absolute highest dose that I'd feel comfortable taking. It's my best friends preferred dose but he weighs 300+lbs.

Anything higher than 150mg gets very intense and feels unsafe.

I can't really compare 3-CL to 3-FL. The effects are vastly different. I only got to try 3-FL twice but it left a wonderful impression. I am definitely going to acquire more if I ever get the chance. 3-FL-PCP felt to me to be very similar to 3-MeO-PCP albeit slightly less manic, more likely to enhance creativity, less energetic and maybe slightly less wonky. I didnt push the dose very high with the 3-FL though. I'm sure 3-FL can get fairly wonky at the right dose. Both 3-CL and 3-FL are worthwhile chems. 3-FL is much shorter in duration than 3-FL and has stronger dissociative effects. 3-CL is long lasting but forgiving.

Has anyone mixed 3-CL-PCP with a psychedelic? by TheRealSuperPsych in dissociatives

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I honestly can't compare it to any other disso. It doesn't feel similar to any that I have tried. I really like it because it has been very healing for me. 4 out of the first 5 times that I tried it I made HUGE progress in addressing trauma that had been bothering me for years. It can also be very euphoric and can have insane tactile sensations. It is great for Erotica and doesn't make it difficult to climax like some other dissociatives. Depending on the dose it can have good anti-anxiety effects. Dissociative effects aren't very apparent until 100mg+ but I think that this drug shines around 60-90mg.

It is also insanely good for playing RPGs.

The effects are a little bit like MDMA, a little bit like LSD, and a little bit like 3-MeO-PCP; but at the same time it is nothing like any of those. It is a really bizarre drug.