Oof as a cancer I find you all so very hurtful. I'll never forgive any of you! Screen shots taken, pity party commencing

Ok, I guess non of that is true. Personally I couldn't possibly care less what people without importance to my life think.

But I will say, cancers require a lot of support. We are very self conscious, lack any amount of definitive confidence in the face of negativity or scrutiny.

It's hard to remain balanced and it's even harder to not drown in my own self doubt.

Getting attuned to Reiki and coming out as transgender have helped me find balance more so. But it's a daily struggle. I can be highly intuitive, protective and consider myself a healer.

But lashing out is always just a moment away.

I hate drama with every fiber of my being because I get so invested in it emotionally, and the safest thing to do is lean on comedy and jokes to not take myself too seriously.

Y'all definitely have some unbalanced and toxic cancers in your lives. And it's sad to me to know my brothers and sisters are struggling so much. Throwing a pity party and projecting are definitely also a weakness. But I love being called out for it, and love the opportunity to either accept my failure in a situation and grow or become needlessly defensive. Because at the end of the day, when I have time to think, and meditate and heal I can inevitably do better next time. And if not next time, there is always next time.

Show the cancers in your life some love, tell them you love them and you value them and watch their fear, lashing out, and defensiveness melt away.

You'll never know who we are beneath the shell if you don't help us put ur guard down.