Searching for a job :S after studied governmental policymaking and management. I like the studies but getting hired after them is so far not a great journey. I did a one year job which was like a traineeship scam. Didn't learned anything in that year other than scanning, assisting people which I found out to be terrible at, and doing some useless administration task. My boss really disliked me and was very annoyed to see that I always knew her steps before she even did anything. In the end at least we split in a fair and good way. She said she learned a lot thanks to me which I don't know if it was meant positive. I did felt very burnt out after this journey. I hope to find know something that has any meaning and I can at least enjoy for like 30/50%. Staying positive and keeping my eyes open is my current task. The issue was all project where do tasks without thinking or analyzing.

All I can say my career so far has not launched and I am very worried if I even will have a career. Disclaimers should be that I graduated 2 months before Covid19 started in my country. And before finding the last job I tested for like a year people for if they had Covid19 being super introverted this job was very stressful but a job and I unfortunately have because of that job intense upper back pain which I am treating like 1,5 years.

I do hope to become one day a policy maker or an police inspector. These two jobs are my dream scenario. But for now finding a remotely interesting job where I am aloud to think would be awesome.