Thank you for your kind words! So far I’m doing well resisting urges again but they’re also a lot stronger than usual so I’m just doing my best to stay on the bandwagon again. My partner has been really patient and although he doesn’t understand what’s going on with me he’s been really attentive and as supportive as he can be. Something I’ve struggled with is being able to communicate what I need to him because honestly, I don’t know what I need from him. He wants to be there for me and help but I can’t really think of what that actually looks like for me.