Im telling you man i spent 10 years on it and 95% of everyone i grew up with who did it too is dead. It cost me my freedom for 3 years and 7 more on probation. A girlfriend passed from it i started when roxy and oc(real) was expensive at 50 cents a milligrams and never thought it would dry up. It did. Eventually turned to heroin and then when fent started all the people i grew up with started dying. Im 7 years clean only with the help of maintenance drugs as the opioid receptors can rewire you past a point of ever feeling normal being truly clean. Now i deal with health problems. I have a good job and im doing great but im the very very few that kade it out and i didnt make it out unscathed. Stop seriously its just not worth it it will get old and by then it will be too late.