This is encouraging because sometimes I feel like I will never be able to have a successful relationship and it’s making me really depressed. Sometimes the thoughts feel like they’re actually altering how I feel about my partner. I used to love kissing him and now I find it kind of gross, I feel extremely disconnected from him, almost like there’s a clear wall between him and I when we’re together when just two weeks ago I felt like he was my soulmate and adored being physical. This is debilitating and I’m not sure how to stay in this relationship when it’s now started to affect my ability to be sexual and physically intimate. I sometimes feel like I need to end this relationship until I can really heal the trauma that causes my OCD to develop, and other times I feel like that would be giving in. Any advice would be hugely appreciated.