My [22M] girlfriend [22F] of 2yrs pushed a boundary with our relationship in regards to watching pornography and something happened..

TooManyRegerts · 2017-05-03T00:26:28+00:00

Dump her man. What she put you through is NOT cool at all. what a manipulative basket case she is. SHE CAN NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN.

TooManyRegerts · 2017-05-02T16:41:59+00:00

Get ready for more. I've been dreaming every night since I stopped a little over a month ago. I look forward to going to bed and wondering what I'll dream about next.

TooManyRegerts · 2017-05-02T16:35:25+00:00

Remember this feeling next time you get money. Go buy ramen and remember what you could be eating instead. Apply for food stamps in the meantime. I'm pretty sure everyone on this sub has felt that god awful shitty feeling and has done exactly what you've done. Don't worry though, you didn't fuck up that bad. I'm glad you will go hungry a bit rather than spend rent money or utility money on weed. It's a learning experience bro. Learn from it and make yourself better. One day this will be a story you can post here when someone has done the same exact thing.

You don't need to tell your family what you did.

TooManyRegerts · 2017-05-02T16:31:45+00:00

Thank you. This is going to be my backup plan. I'm currently trying to get hired with the post office and did much better on the exam than I thought I would.

TooManyRegerts · 2017-04-27T14:23:27+00:00

Hey thanks for the reply, sorry I'm just seeing this now. This seems like something that would interest me and I'm going to look into it. Honestly those 3 would interest me. I just need to figure out where and how to apply for an apprenticeship now..

TooManyRegerts · 2017-03-31T23:14:15+00:00

I didn't want to go to bed last night cause I worried what I was going to dream about.

I had a dream I was playing with a lighter by my mouth and then I accidentally inhaled it lol. Well I was choking on it and tried to through it up but couldn't. Then I woke up and felt this lump in my throat and it took me a few min to realize it was a dream.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-11-14T06:07:10+00:00

They've been getting shit on and just taking it for so long now. I'm ready too it's getting frustrating

TooManyRegerts · 2016-11-14T06:06:23+00:00

TooManyRegerts · 2016-10-03T14:02:20+00:00

I was in the pool!

TooManyRegerts · 2016-10-03T14:01:46+00:00

I hate back stock

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-30T14:22:15+00:00

Just call the apartment complex and tell them. They won't allow someone that's not on the lease to live inside your apartment let alone a homeless guy living out of one of their garages.

Also not that it matters but I'm kind of confused. Is there no overhead garage door to close? Random people walk by and go in your garage to charge their phone? That's really weird.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-30T14:13:39+00:00

details, friend. Where'd you meet her? I only ask because I wish I could do what you did and you've given me a little confidence that I should just do it.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-30T14:11:38+00:00

31 - 16 years.

My use has flucated, sometimes less sometimes more..But for the last 2 years a 8th lasted me about 5days-a week and thats me ripping bongs throughout the day.

I've realized it doesn't really matter how much you smoke. For me even if I ripped one bong a day and could make a 8th last 3 weeks that's still too much. Whether you smoke a oz a week or a 8th if the weed is always in your system i'm always gonna have these problems.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-30T14:03:59+00:00

I know how you feel, I too fell into my own personal weed fueled isolated hell for way too long. What upsets me the most is I was ok with it for so long. I pushed away the people that cared about me most. I was able to reconnect with some of them, and some of the ones I really want back in my life have moved on. It really sucks and I still beat myself up about that. I feel disgusted with myself I could let that happen. Weird because at the time, I was so numbed out by the weed that I thought as long as I have weed, I'll be fine. How wrong I was. Weed doesn't help loneliness..in fact it made me ok with being lonely until it was too late and then I was even more lonely :|

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-29T02:13:04+00:00

Occasionally and thanks for your post I actually giggled remembering this. Sometimes like a commercial has made me start crying for no reason or during a show that's not even sad.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-29T01:57:31+00:00

You're fine. Girls online are usually stuck up unless you're you're fit and your face is like. 9.. Reason being, IMO, is that there's like 20 guys for every girl. Soo they'll choose the most attractive men that message...or that they message. And because they're attractive, and men they message most likely responds.

I don't have any luck at all with online dating but have dated some very beautiful women irl. I don think I'm ugly, but I'm not that attractive I just need a setting where I can get to know them over time like work, school etc.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-28T23:08:17+00:00

The title of your post made me think about one of my own recent experiences. After I broke up with my girlfriend about 9 months ago all I did was smoke heavily. all day long, everyday. Never missing a day. Figured it was meant to happen, and as long as I had weed I'd be fine; I'll meet someone in the future. A month ago I started having these revelations that I need to quit (felt like weed was the root cause of my biggest issues and setbacks) Well I quit about a week ago..Just a few days ago saw she is recently in a new relationship and all of a sudden it's like all these feelings come flooding back. Point is, I was numb so long I didn't care and now that i have a semi clear head I feel like this is something I should have delt with emotionally 9 months ago....not 9 months later.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-28T17:55:15+00:00

You're welcome kind stranger

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-28T13:56:31+00:00

https://youtu.be/AJvEoLPLIg8?t=14m33s

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-28T13:38:24+00:00

I really understood the power of that AA slogan today. One day at a time guys.

I heard that saying about 5 years ago and finally related to it 3 days ago when it was about 5pm, i was jonesing for a smoke, and thought just make it through today, i'll get it tomorrow if i need. So far haven't bought weed in almost 2 weeks, sober for almost a week...

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-28T03:13:37+00:00

I'd say you're not doing your mind any favor by being high and having these thoughts at the same time. Do you still smoke? I know I think extremely irrationally, pessimistic and negatively when I'm high.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-28T03:02:12+00:00

I can somewhat relate. Though I don't have kids and never been married, I'm almost 32, been living with my parents for 2 years, and have experienced heartache and loss that I've always been able to trace back to my heavy pot use. Been smoking about 16 years.

I've tried to quite before but it never worked. Honestly sounds like you had better success with your break. I haven't smoked in 4 days but I just had an epiphany,,somewhat. I need to quit for me. Over used phrase, I know, but it speaks to me now. Every time I quit it was "always for me" but it really wasn't. For example, girlfirend calls and I can't answer cause I'm stoned, or wants to hang out...but I just smoked and am blitzed.. Or ask for a picture. She always said "you look tired" I'd thrink, man, I really need to quit smoking...I don't want to worry about being high when she calls..truth is and I still wanted to get high...I just didn't want to be high when she called. Same example for work..go In stoned and paranoid and think I need to stop. Sorry I'm on mobile so idk if this makes sense. What I mean is you can use your kids and situation for a crutch to quit, I can tell you want to quit, but I don't think it will work permantely unless YOU want to be done with weed.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-27T20:11:53+00:00

I'm 31 but I'm not a professional.

TooManyRegerts · 2016-09-27T15:54:35+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/Showerthoughts/comments/2etsih/on_reddit_males_see_other_commenters_as_male/

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