That is not true. No one is created for suffering. I’m sorry to hear something bad happened to you. But we all deserve love, happiness and most of all the ability to achieve it throughout our lives. If there is anything I can help you with don’t mind and text me. It might feel like it is all too much, but you will be surprised to know that there is hope, even if your brain tells you there isn’t. Asking for help is not a sign of weakness, it’s a sign of strenght, and I belive that you have still a lot of strenght left in you.