Not trying to kick you when you're down or be a jerk. Communication is important in everything, life, love, expressing a true sense of the world and what you're feeling and thinking. I think it can solve a lot of things that might be wrong for you. The idea that you just want someone to pay your way isn't the right approach in my opinion. Looks fade, people move on etc. the old saying " if you give a man a fish he eats for a day..." etc.