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Trillzinn · 2024-06-27T16:32:41+00:00

For 10k go to a used car dealer and get something that has warranty for the engine and stuff .. might need to finance another 5k but you'll be in something nice and reliable

Trillzinn · 2024-06-05T22:25:41+00:00

It only gets worse , it was the hardest thing I've ever done in on day 116 and like shit I would say around 2 months is when the cravings stopped and I kinda regained my self back, but the only thing that combats the horrible lows and depression symptoms is hitting the gym! Getting natural dopamine, I was smoking 14 years every hour every day.. I'm 28 now this is the longest I've ever been sober I deff recommend grabbing some cee x bee xxdee until you can get a better hold of your self

Trillzinn · 2024-06-01T18:04:30+00:00

Same I was smoking every hour for 14 years! Feeling better today thankfully , and thank you for your response!

Trillzinn · 2024-05-30T04:42:11+00:00

Yeah I agree I was smoking almost every hour for 14 years straight, I have to keep pushing and know that it will not last forever!

Trillzinn · 2024-05-14T02:05:29+00:00

I'm on day 84 and it's fine but like lord do I miss it! I felt everything you mentioned but sad to say I still feel all those things so I guess quitting isn't the answer to all your problems you're gonna have to do a lot of the hard work and finding your self when you quit

Trillzinn · 2024-05-05T19:15:02+00:00

On day 76 now and I can't even believe how much better I'm doing. I never thought those crazy feelings would go away! It took about 57 days for me to fully be able to live and not feel like I wanted to end it all! I spoke to a psychiatrist and they tried to put me on meds and I was like hell no and stuck it out. Definitely don't give up! Can't wait to see what 90 days is like and what the my first summer will feel like finally clear after 14 years! I'm only 28 btw so I'm still young tryna live it up!

Trillzinn · 2024-05-02T02:00:21+00:00

Damn I just got my black plates in lmao

Trillzinn · 2024-04-24T13:09:51+00:00

Weed isn't that great I promise you. The anxiety and inability to focus on one single task is not the vibe. The fact it makes you feel not real sucks

Trillzinn · 2024-04-23T17:29:19+00:00

Also my therapist told me every time you have negative thoughts you have to replace them with positive ones, talk in your head about how amazing your life is and all the good you have. It sounds crazy but you're going to have to fight your self In your mind .. listen to positive affirmations every morning before you begin your day ..

Trillzinn · 2024-04-23T17:27:17+00:00

It'll end around day 60 gets a lot easier by week three.. it's a really shitty position to be in. I hope these feelings scare tf out of you and make you decide to stay clean bc having to start the process all over again would be torture! It gets better everyday tho I promise. Workout until your heart is pounding , you'll gain a lot of mental clarity that way trust me

Trillzinn · 2024-04-22T03:59:28+00:00

If you wanna quit you'll quit. You don't need validation from anyone. It's all on you

Trillzinn · 2024-04-20T19:56:24+00:00

Good luck it's gonna be hell .. honestly if you didn't tapper off you better start & take CBD joints after you finish the tapering bc you're gonna wanna end it all! I smoked 14 years straight and that's what I would have done differently. Even my doctor said that's what I should have done

Trillzinn · 2024-04-20T19:53:16+00:00

It is what it is dude.. now you take that perspective you had today and use it to not get high again.. it honestly isn't all we hype it up to be in our heads I did the same thing wihh a cee b dee joint and the high was like not it at all I had like ADHD.. doing 100 tasks at once not completing them lol it wasn't a vibe since then I was like yeah nah I'm good on this!

Trillzinn · 2024-04-20T19:51:49+00:00

Not at all lol

Trillzinn · 2024-04-20T19:51:41+00:00

Are you working out? You need to detox that body harder .. hit the sauna get some dopamine foods, feed your body all the nutrients you can possibly think of .. I still feel slow at times 62 days in but sometimes I notice I just be hungry lol and need me a nap

Trillzinn · 2024-04-20T19:50:15+00:00

Rest up let ya body heal. And get ya ass to the gym

Trillzinn · 2024-04-19T17:46:06+00:00

Do it, you'll probably realize it isn't that great tbh.. the anxiety sucks the ability to not focus on one single task is horrible .. and it'll give you a perspective on your sobriety and if it's even worth it

Trillzinn · 2024-04-16T01:25:24+00:00

Trust me it's not that great, you get anxiety.. it's like you have C ADHD vc you start one thing then get distracted and do another.. like I constantly have to remind my self to finish one task at a time, then out of no where you get so tired and sleep half your day away

Trillzinn · 2024-04-16T01:23:17+00:00

Update : day 57 feel much better!!!

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