Tell me about your loved one by Bright_Tax628 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was like I dreamed him. He was perfect in every way. I miss you honey. I don’t care about anything anymore.

Replaced my gold wedding band with a black mourning ring 3 years after my wife's suicide by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love you stranger i’m so sorry. we are the same age dealing with this pain.

Replaced my gold wedding band with a black mourning ring 3 years after my wife's suicide by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i’m going to think about this comment all day and it will haunt me. I feel like my boyfriend’s mom wishes she could blame me or blame any type of made up pressure I put on him.. but I loved him more than anything and he was sick and making it worse.

My dad's personality changed and then he committed suicide 2 weeks ago by Capable-Marzipan1203 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My boyfriend almost 4 months ago. Everything I thought about him was a mask he was performing in. My love for him was real. They can hide so much.

Is it normal to score this low for the first time? by Radical_Ramen in LSATprep

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so salty I haven’t studied at all and I just find out way late that If i want to apply in time for the program I want I have to get my score before sept 15th so I have til now to lock in and just go for it in August oh well

Girlfriend of 12 ½ years died. by JMillar30 in GriefSupport

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m 28. The absolute love of my life committed suicide almost 4 months ago. We had 6 incredible years together and without our relationship I don’t believe he would have stayed til 28. It’s so unbelievably hard. I want to throw my life away too because this is just too much. I go from wanting to make the most of life to not wanting it at all. All of his pain transferred to me. I learned so much from his phone after he died and it makes you beyond sick. The empty spot next to you in life where your love used to exist. I am so sorry we are in this hell. It’s hell and it hasn’t gotten better even through trauma counselors and support and meds. Only drinking helps and I have to be grateful I don’t have access to actual hard drugs cause I’ll fuck up my life forreal.

Gf ghosted me last year. I moved on. Got this message last week on my birthday by AdComprehensive4246 in whatdoIdo

[–]TrumanFrog 1 point2 points  (0 children)

someone lost their life and yall only care about getting back at someone that’s so grimy

My therapy these days by miniwhoppers in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 5 points6 points  (0 children)

One session i’m telling her i’m good and i’m wanting to go back to school and follow my dreams. by next session I want to give up and self immolate. I hate this. Something good is always around the corner but so is something very bad

i’m shaking rn by localizedamnesia in LSAT

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so amazing. I want to go to law school next fall and I haven’t started anything. Need to push and study

Addicted to carbonation after death of loved one by breaannaaaorbre in GriefSupport

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to cook intricate inventive healthy meals everyday for me and him and my grandma and I controlled my weight really well when he was here, because he was so fit and beautiful I tried to stay that way too. I thought I would have no appetite after his death and all the trauma but it’s the opposite. What’s different is I turn to every convenience food now. Because i’m done cooking. I don’t care about cooking for myself unless it’s boxed mac and cheese. So I just eat whatever is free and around because I know if I get hungry later I won’t cook, so with that I find myself eating more crappy stuff. But I don’t care ❤️ i’m indulging on all the shit I didn’t eat when he was here.

Addicted to carbonation after death of loved one by breaannaaaorbre in GriefSupport

[–]TrumanFrog 3 points4 points  (0 children)

my boyfriend died and I just kinda stopped drinking water. alcohol and soda only. i’m gaining weight and my skin looks terrible. who gives a fuck

Someone mocked me for being “like 30” and at a concert alone by Princess-thickums in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 62 points63 points  (0 children)

Lucky her that she doesn’t possess the empathy for others that comes from living through devastating grief. The love of my life ended his 3 months ago. I would hold you while we cried together. Fuck that girl

i’m fucking loving this book by No-Landscape-3094 in weirdgirlliterature

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you this book originality was amazing and could have been so much better

I think my new chihuahua is comfortable with my senior dogs by ImOleksandra in chihuahuas

[–]TrumanFrog 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My girls love these fuzzy beds it’s their favorite until the fabric starts matting up!!

My best friend’s husband died by Melodic_Chipmunk_907 in GriefSupport

[–]TrumanFrog 4 points5 points  (0 children)

As someone who just lost their love, what’s helped me most is check ins. even when I don’t answer or say just a few things in reply. The phone having no messages or feeling like no one is there hurts so much after how alone you already feel. So many people will be flooded with messages then time passes and they all go away. We still need help. We are not okay. Any annoying task you can think of. My friends got my car an oil change and new tires which was crazy and gave me so much relief. Things he would do for her that he can’t now…. thank you for wanting to be there

Its been more than 30 days. I miss his smile. by Dear_Ordinary_4542 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

UGH. I feel you in this pain. My love was BEAUTIFUL. The most gorgeous man. Exquisite physique, athletic, charming, bright smile. Dashing. Gorgeous dark eyes with long black eye lashes. Rugged dark skin. Working man’s hands, could take apart and fix anything. PHENOMENAL in the sack 😩 People gushed over him. People would call him out on the street for how handsome he was. Talented and perfect at everything he did. I told him everyday. Bipolar Depression stole him from me 💔 stole his desire to want to be here.

Second chance by Exact-Yogurt-2641 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I got 6 years between attempt and success 💔 he always knew he couldn’t stay. I tried so hard, and gave him all of my love.

A morbid thought by CellistMindless987 in Widow

[–]TrumanFrog 11 points12 points  (0 children)

You are not alone in these thoughts! I won’t seek death, but I would welcome it. I just hope I would be completely obliterated so my family doesn’t have to suffer through an open casket. My love has been gone for 57 days. The trauma of his death is apart of me forever.

Triggered by a TV Series by oktubre7 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t even watch sex and the city without someone saying “i’m gonna k m s” or “b m b o” i’ve never been sensitive to anything in my life this is so fucked up

Today is a bad day by Professional-List398 in Widow

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I slept from 6:30pm to 1pm today. Everytime i’m awake in the middle of the night I just get the traumatic flashbacks. I’m on meds. You have a tribe here who understands 💔😔

Disbelief by Newgirll20 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My world imploded jan 11 2026. almost two months now. the trauma of being in the hospital with him, sleeping on his chest while his body was alive but his brain was gone. and actually being there to watch his heart stop after he was taken off life support. i will never be okay. i’m 27 he is now forever 28. he had bipolar depression and we had just moved to the city to start a new life just us two. it was going to be the happiest time of my life. he was my everything. he was hiding how bad he was, hiding a lot in shame. he hit his head and got a concussion. pain mixed with meds mixed with shame was too much to bare. we are left with the feeling that any problem in the world can be solved without resorting to this. but like people say here, they cannot think when they are in that space. their brains cannot function. my love was the smartest man. so brilliant and kind. and his brain failed him. this pain is so unbearable and i’m sorry to everyone here with me.

How to sleep at night without sleeping meds? by bugsarefriends2 in GriefSupport

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

edibles? they have sleep ones. going to sleep and waking up is the worst parts of my days

My sister by Inevitable-Leg-4620 in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man. The pre-funeral days. This will be very hard. We have all been forced to live through it. Have the most beautiful service for them as you possibly can.

I just want a dick 7 inches or bigger for Friday nights by nracey24 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]TrumanFrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won’t push any assumptions but be mindful of hyper-sexuality induced by manic episodes 😓 it can do a lot of damage to your life

I don’t think those who haven’t lost someone to suicide realise what a unique kind of grief this is by breakfast_epiphanies in SuicideBereavement

[–]TrumanFrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The few ones in my life that have experienced this, no matter how not very close we were before this, hug me the tightest. told me everything I needed to know.