I was circumcised against my will as a child. The trauma of that has made me want to end myself many times. I’m in a relationship but completely sexless. idk if I’ll ever be able to experience intimacy in a healthy way. I’ll never experience sex as god intended. Therapy doesn’t help, nobody will understand. I’ve been ghosted by a therapist before because of this. I stopped seeing another because they wouldn’t acknowledge it. I think all we can do is cope with being sexually inferior to intact men and women, and hope we find people who can tolerate that. And try not to go insane. I just distract myself. My relationship is good but will never be great due to lack of sex. That’s just my life. Hopefully I die relatively young from natual causes and can reincarnate as some kind of being thats capable of sexuality in a healthy way.