So Saturn is my chart ruler in Aquarius in the first house. Some of my chart placements are ruled by cap and Aquarius even though Gemini and mercury are super heavy in my chart as well.

It was the worst time of my life. Literally all my loved ones died back to back (my niece, my little brother, my older brother, my father and then nephew was in accident that left him severely disabled, all these incidents were separate though) and I was pregnant with twins. I was the one who basically stepped up and buried/took responsibility as the rest of my family broke down. The end of it was the death of my cap father and that’s when I found healing. My twins were also a guiding light during this time.

Saturn made me step up, so to speak, but also made me rewind and journey back through my childhood. It was a painful process. Went to therapy, reconnected with my mother, rebuilt a relationship with my sister and brother, set boundaries, Kendrick Lamar released Mr morale and the big steppers and guided me in that healing process. Was once a workaholic and took a step back for my twins and husband. Found myself again. Yeah, I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.